Would Santa Understand
Seeking Redemption: Santa's Understanding in a Turbulent Heart
Lyrics
Sometimes I get really frustrated
Expressing frustration at times
Say something I don't mean don't hate me
Regret for saying things unintentionally
These feelings build up too high why
Feeling overwhelmed by emotions
I sit and wait for an explanation
Seeking understanding for one's feelings
I'm a good kid please don't be mistaken
Asserting being a good person despite negative thoughts
But these thoughts are bad sometimes why
Struggling with conflicting thoughts
Would Santa understand
Wondering if Santa would comprehend
When I don't even know myself
Uncertainty about self-awareness affecting judgment
Would he put me on the good list or would he put me on the bad shelf
Questioning placement on Santa's list based on self-perception
Would Santa understand
Reiterating doubt regarding self-understanding
When I don't even know myself
Uncertainty and feeling overwhelmed emotionally
When I'm crying in my bedroom I am overwhelmed I'm sorry didn't mean to yell
Apology for emotional outburst and distress
Would Santa understand
Questioning Santa's understanding
Every year I try to be good
Annual effort to behave well
I know Santa thinks I should
Awareness of Santa's expectations
These feelings build up too high why
Reiteration of emotional burden
I write my list even though I don't deserve it
Feeling undeserving while making a wish list
Put out some cookies aside some milk
Preparing treats despite self-doubt
I hope you like it I made it myself
Offering homemade gifts despite insecurities
Would Santa understand
Questioning Santa's understanding
When I don't even know myself
Uncertainty about self-perception
Would he put me on the good list or would he put me on the bad shelf
Concern about one's placement on Santa's list
Would Santa understand
Doubting self-awareness
When I don't even know myself
Expressing emotional overwhelm
When I'm crying in my bedroom I am overwhelmed I'm sorry didn't mean to yell
Apology for emotional outburst and distress
Would Santa understand
Questioning Santa's understanding
I'm not perfect, no one is
Acknowledging imperfection
I can't get much worse than this
Feeling at a low point
I'm trying hard to make it stop
Striving to control emotions
I wanna be an angel but I'm not
Desire to be better despite shortcomings
I'm not perfect, no one is
Acknowledging human imperfection
But I wanna have a good Christmas
Desire for a positive holiday despite difficulties
I'm trying hard to make it stop
Striving to manage overwhelming emotions
I wanna be an angel but I'm not
Desire to be better despite shortcomings
Would Santa understand
Questioning Santa's understanding
When I don't even know myself
Uncertainty about self-awareness affecting judgment
Would he put me on the good list or would he put me on the bad shelf
Questioning placement on Santa's list based on self-perception
Would Santa understand
Reiterating doubt regarding self-understanding
When I don't even know myself
Uncertainty and feeling overwhelmed emotionally
When I'm crying in my bedroom I am overwhelmed I'm sorry didn't mean to yell
Apology for emotional outburst and distress
Would Santa understand
Questioning Santa's understanding
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