Lyrics
Keep talking crazy don't you see I wanna die
Expressing frustration and a desire for escape, possibly from challenges or difficulties.
Blu ray flame I'll really make you fuckers really wanna cry
Asserting dominance and warning others with a metaphorical "Blu ray flame" that suggests intense and overwhelming emotions.
Side eyes from everyone they love me and they hate me
Experiencing mixed reactions from others, both love and hate, as indicated by the "side eyes."
Boys are annoyed cause there girls wanna rape me
Causing jealousy and frustration among boys because of attention from girls.
Side eyes from everyone they choosing to be lazy
Observing people choosing to be lazy and unproductive, drawing disapproval.
Pupils dilated mediated now I'm Hazy
Indicating altered perception, possibly through substance use, leading to haziness.
I got all the knowledge and your clueless like a baby
Claiming superior knowledge compared to others who are described as clueless.
Told another lie little Isaac hands are shaky
Admitting to telling lies, with "little Isaac hands are shaky" suggesting nervousness or guilt.
White snow flake on your jacket feet are achy
Symbolizing drug use with a reference to a white snowflake on a jacket and physical discomfort in the feet.
Watch me fast forever psychedelic walls are wavy
Embracing a fast-paced and psychedelic lifestyle with walls described as wavy.
Bitches think I'm so cute until they see I'm crazy
Highlighting the contrast between initial attraction and the revelation of instability.
From the age of three I been stealing shit they made me
Claiming a history of engaging in deviant behavior since a young age, possibly influenced by external factors.
The depths of lonely I can only tell
Expressing a profound sense of loneliness that is difficult to convey to others.
Not a star seed girl I'm a star shell
Identifying as a "star shell" rather than a "star seed," implying a protective outer layer.
Blood on my bicep knife on my belt
Symbolic imagery of blood and a knife, suggesting a connection to pain and danger.
Tats on my neck so I'm going to hell
Describing tattoos on the neck as a sign of rebellion or association with negative experiences.
The depths of lonely I can only tell
Reiterating the theme of profound loneliness, reinforcing its impact on the speaker.
Not a star seed girl I'm a star shell
Reaffirming the identity as a "star shell" and the struggles associated with it.
Blood on my bicep knife on my belt
Continuing the symbolic imagery of blood, a knife, and tattoos, emphasizing a dark journey.
Tats on my neck so I'm going to hell
Further emphasizing the connection between tattoos and an anticipated negative outcome.
All the knowledge that I got don't matter
Expressing a sense of futility in acquired knowledge, suggesting a craving for destructive habits.
I still crave a little white bar letter splatter
Expressing a persistent desire for a particular substance, using vivid imagery of a "white bar letter splatter."
Some of me wants peace the other is urging
Conveying an internal conflict between a desire for peace and an urge for something potentially harmful.
You were my cover for years you were working
Acknowledging someone's role as a cover or disguise in the speaker's life for an extended period.
All the knowledge that I got don't matter
Repeating the idea that acquired knowledge may not alleviate internal struggles or cravings.
I still crave a little white bar letter splatter
Reiterating the persistent desire for a specific substance despite the knowledge of its potential consequences.
Some of me wants peace the other is urging
Highlighting the ongoing internal conflict between a longing for peace and a conflicting urge.
You were my cover for years you were working
Affirming the role of someone as a cover or protector over an extended period of time.
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