Hairclipz
Yearning in a Haze: Spacewalk Jones' Soulful Journey
Lyrics
I barely left my Room this month
I've hardly left my room throughout this month.
I'm trying to be something I'm not
I'm attempting to portray something that doesn't align with my true self.
Cause instagrams got all these thots
Because social media platforms like Instagram feature numerous sexually attractive individuals.
And I just need some goddam lov
I simply crave genuine affection and care.
She takes her hair clips out and it seals my mouth
Her removing her hair clips makes me speechless or renders me silent.
I know what I want but I can't get it out
I am aware of my desires, but I struggle to articulate them.
It's all of her pics that I see on my timeline
Constantly encountering her pictures on my social media feed.
And summers cold real cold I'm a real no show I just play Max Payne
During cold summers, I isolate myself, indulging in video games like Max Payne.
Cause my laptop's slow in a dream pop haze blowing smoke out the window
My slow laptop in a dreamy musical state, exhaling smoke through the window.
And I've been counting days cause I aint never coming home and it's far too late
I'm keeping track of time because I've made a decision to never return home, and it's now too late.
I know I probably should have shown you I feel some way I just wanted to have some fun
I realize I should have expressed my feelings to you, but I prioritized having fun.
And I'll just waste the day to waste away the night
I spend my days idly, letting them pass aimlessly.
Nobody wants to hear what's on my mind I wish that I could see you
I feel unheard; I desire to see you despite this.
When you are wasted aint no shame indulging being basic
When you're intoxicated, there's no shame in embracing simplicity or typical behavior.
Hung a 1000 chains over my face plate all my bitches
I've adorned myself with numerous accessories, possibly representing connections or relationships.
10's aint that amazing watch me fall in love and keep a straight face make me fuckin cry
Even when encountering extremely attractive people, I maintain composure and hide my emotional vulnerability.
I'm so impatient
I lack patience.
There's still Room in my car as long as you drive as long as it's far
There's space in my vehicle if you're willing to drive and go far.
Turns out I need you after all I swear that I tried I'm not that good on my own
Realizing I actually need your presence despite my attempts, I'm not proficient at being alone.
Here there's Room for us all inside Brad's 4 door just make up your mind nobody's alone
Emphasizing there's room for everyone in a specific car, urging a decision to join without feeling isolated or alone.
There's Room for us all inside Brad's 4 door just make up your mind nobody's alone
-There's Room for us all inside Brad's 4 door just make up your mind nobody's alone
-There's Room for us all inside Brad's 4 door just make up your mind nobody's alone
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