So You Wanna
Navigating Life's Rollercoaster: Spacey Jane's So You Wanna
Lyrics
I'm not to say what you cannot do
I cannot dictate what you are allowed to do
Life moves on and on
Life continues without interruption
Thought that it was Sunday, will I get a rush from ignoring
Uncertain about the day, contemplating the thrill of neglecting responsibilities
My momma when she calls to see if I've been sleeping
Avoiding my mother's calls, checking if I've been sleeping
Well I'm back in love, and I'm back in blue
Experiencing love and feeling melancholic
When it all goes too well, when it all comes too soon
Success and happiness may become overwhelming or arrive unexpectedly
It's not hard to get it's just boring
Acquiring things is easy but lacks excitement
If you have to feign elation for some dickhead's revelations
Forcing joy for someone else's unimportant insights
I'm still here
Despite challenges, I endure
Even though it's been a year since I let 'em out here
It has been a year since I expressed myself
Well home still calls
Home continues to beckon
Even when my stomach turns at the sound of the phone
Discomfort when the phone rings, but I still answer
I'll cover your eyes or cover your ears
Protecting you from unpleasant sights or sounds
There's more to life than making cash, there's more to life than making
Life is more than just financial success
Who am I to say who you cannot be?
I have no authority to limit your potential
Life moves on when it's moving without me
Life progresses even when I feel left behind
I'm still here
Despite challenges, I endure (repeated)
Even though it's been a year since I let 'em out here
It has been a year since I expressed myself (repeated)
Well home still calls
Home continues to beckon (repeated)
Even when my stomach turns at the sound of the phone
Discomfort when the phone rings, but I still answer (repeated)
Promise you, I heard you wanna fake it fake
Understanding that you might want to pretend
If you need a fan, I'll fake it just as well as you
Willing to pretend or support your pretense
When we learn to fake it, fake it
Learning the art of pretending
I'm hiding from a lot inside a perfectly dark room
Hiding from internal struggles in the darkness
So you wanna fake it, fake it
You want to pretend, and I'm willing to join you
If you need a fan, I'll fake it just as well as you
When the need to pretend arises, I can do it as well as you
When you wanna fake it, fake it
When you decide to pretend, I'm on board
I'm hiding from a lot inside
Continuing to hide from internal struggles
Over and over and over again
Repetition of challenges and difficulties
I said, the world has got it out for me and I can tell
Feeling persecuted by the world
I'm sober, sober, sober again
Being sober repeatedly
I said if I can get some Henny, well I'd just keep on drinking
If I could have some Henny (Hennessy), I'd keep drinking
It gets better, it gets worse
Experiencing ups and downs but anticipating improvement
Then it gets better again
Despite challenges, life improves again
Had to send in a schizophrenic, stoning hits 'til the end
Dealing with mental health issues until the end
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