Lyrics
I'm staring at the wall wondering when I'm gonna look away
I'm contemplating when I will divert my gaze from the wall.
Wishing that I had something interesting to say
Wishing I had more interesting things to talk about.
Another year gone by, twenty-one was a waste, maybe twenty-two will be fine
Reflecting on a year gone by, feeling like age twenty-one was unproductive, hoping for a better twenty-two.
But I'm feeling scared, my dreams are on the clock and I'm running out of time
Experiencing fear as time ticks away for achieving my dreams.
I'm losing my mind
Feeling a sense of mental chaos or distress.
Oh, am I just alone again?
Questioning whether I am once again in solitude.
Relive another catastrophe
Reliving another disastrous event or situation.
It's getting way too easy to imagine
Finding it increasingly easy to envision various scenarios, including life, death, and everything in between.
My life and death, and everything in between
Contemplating the entirety of my existence, encompassing both life and death.
So when I go,
Anticipating my departure.
Will it be quick or slow?
Wondering if my departure will be swift or gradual.
I don't know how to pick back up from where we left off before
Feeling uncertain about how to resume from where we left off.
But I'm fed up of staring at the wall, and my eyes are getting sore
Expressing frustration with staring at the wall, causing discomfort to my eyes.
I don't want this any more
Rejecting the current situation and expressing a desire for change.
Oh, am I just alone again?
Questioning once again if I am in solitude.
Relive another catastrophe
Reliving another disastrous event or situation (repeated).
It's getting way too easy to imagine
Finding it increasingly easy to envision various scenarios, including life, death, and everything in between (repeated).
My life and death, and everything in between
Contemplating the entirety of my existence, encompassing both life and death (repeated).
So when I go,
Anticipating my departure (repeated).
Will it be quick or slow?
Wondering if my departure will be swift or gradual (repeated).
Felt like part of me had died, but now I'm looking in from the outside
Feeling like a part of me has died, but now observing from an external perspective.
Never felt quite so alive
Experiencing a heightened sense of being alive.
Oh, am I just alone?
Questioning if I am alone.
Oh, am I just alone?
Repeating the question of whether I am alone.
Oh, am I just alone?
-Oh, am I just alone?
-Oh, am I just alone again?
Reiterating the feeling of being alone again.
Relive another catastrophe
Reliving another disastrous event or situation (repeated).
So when I go,
Anticipating my departure (repeated).
Will it be quick or slow?
Wondering if my departure will be swift or gradual (repeated).
When I go,
Reflecting on the inevitability of my departure.
Will it be quick or slow?
Contemplating whether my departure will be swift or gradual (repeated).
When I go
Reflecting on the inevitability of my departure (repeated).
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