I Am Not Your Christ
Resurrected Rebellion: Specula Black's Defiant AnthemLyrics
Thief of my body and
Expressing violation and intrusion into the speaker's personal space or being.
Drink of my wine
Symbolizing a deep personal experience, possibly betrayal or exploitation.
Wrap me with whiplash
Metaphorically describing the pain inflicted upon the speaker, using whiplash as a symbol.
Hit from behind
Suggesting an unexpected and treacherous attack.
Knew not the devil could be there
Realization that a malevolent force (devil) was present in a seemingly secure situation.
So close at my side
The devil's proximity, highlighting the deceptive nature of the situation.
You are apostles
Addressing those who follow blindly, perhaps with religious undertones.
You made me your king
Granting authority and power to the followers, making the speaker their leader.
Crown me of thorns
Symbolic of suffering, portraying the speaker as a martyr.
Raped of my wings
Loss of freedom or purity, possibly through manipulation or betrayal.
So quick to kneel before
Acknowledging the followers' readiness to submit to the speaker's will.
Your choice of anything
Reflecting on the followers' willingness to choose anything, even at the speaker's expense.
Hammer a nail
Repetition emphasizing the physical and emotional pain endured, akin to crucifixion.
Hammer a nail in me
-Hammer a nail
-Hammer a nail in me
-I am not your Christ
Repeatedly asserting that the speaker is not a messianic figure despite the followers' actions.
I am not your Christ
-I am not your Christ
-I am not your Christ
-You are the pilot accused me aloud
Accusation against a pilot figure, possibly symbolizing an accuser or a false witness.
Castrate my voice
Graphic imagery depicting severe harm to the speaker's identity and voice.
Feed my balls to the crowd
-Knew not an angel could
Introduction of an angelic figure, hinting at unexpected support or intervention.
Step in to take the last round
-Too many coins
References to financial loss and the need for motivation to escape a difficult situation.
Have been lost to this well
-Give an incentive
-To leave all this hell
-Shut myself up from this bang
Desire to isolate oneself from chaos, illustrated by the metaphor of shutting out noise.
Rings true like a bell
-Hammer a nail
Reiteration of the painful experience, emphasizing the impact on the speaker.
Hammer a nail in me
-Hammer a nail
-Hammer a nail in me
-I am not your Christ
Reiterating the speaker's denial of being a messianic figure despite the followers' actions.
I am not your Christ
-I am not your Christ
-I am not your
-Christ
Final assertion that the speaker is not a Christ-like figure.
Carry me out
Seeking guidance and questioning the consequences of taking action.
Someone guide my hand
-Only you can
-And if I try to
-Will I be alive to
-Tell all about it
-Now that I've become
Describing a profound sense of emptiness and isolation.
This empty hole
-Hell has never been so hollow
-So locked within myself
Feeling trapped within oneself, suggesting internal struggles and conflict.
Oh, how I'm locked within myself
-And you can never carry my cross upon its path
Rejecting the idea of carrying burdens for others, expressing resentment and frustration.
Stuck pig
-Drowned within its mud
-You're so undeserving
-So fucking undeserving
-And in my palm you've made your mark
Reflecting on enduring scars and pain but rejecting the role of a savior.
Healing hands forever scarred
-My hands may bleed
-But I am not
-I am not your Christ
-Thief of my body and
Repetition of earlier themes, emphasizing the ongoing struggle and deception.
Drink of my wine
-Wrap me with whiplash
-Hit from behind
-Knew not the devil could be there
-So close at my side
-My limbs weigh heavy
Physical and emotional burden caused by the followers and their words.
On your twisted cross
-Hearing your words
-Leaves my stomach in knots
-I'll take my leave
Deciding to break free and become a different person than anticipated.
Become a man I thought I'd never be
-I am
Claiming a form of rebirth or resurrection but still denying messianic identity.
Resurrected
-I am resurrected
-I am resurrected
-I am
Reiterating the denial of being a Christ-like figure, despite the crucifixion imagery.
I am not your Christ
-I am not your Christ
-I am not your Christ
-I am
-Hammer a nail, hammer a nail in me
Final repetition of the act of nailing, emphasizing the enduring pain and denial.
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