Cool With You
Navigating Life's Heavy Burdens: Spencer Olivea's Reflections
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I feel like everybody walks away from me
I feel a sense of abandonment as people leave me.
I want to grow up but I'm still after my dreams
I aspire to mature, but my dreams are still unfulfilled.
I try my best to make sure everyone's happy
I strive to ensure everyone's happiness.
Too many things are burned in right behind my eyes
Various challenging experiences are vividly present in my mind.
The poverty, cars around trees, the suicides
Witnessing poverty, car accidents, and suicides has left a lasting impact.
Loosing count of all the times that I should have died
I've faced numerous near-death experiences, losing track of the count.
Is it cool if I dump everything
Expressing a desire to unload all my burdens.
That I have ever said or seen
Contemplating whether to share everything said or seen.
Onto you cause it's getting so heavy
The emotional weight is becoming overwhelming, considering sharing it with someone.
Is it safe to say I've lost my way
Wondering if it's acceptable to admit that I've lost my direction in life.
I'm trying oh so hard to say
Struggling to find the right words to express my challenges.
I'm drowning in the world we live today
Feeling overwhelmed and drowning in the complexities of the contemporary world.
Is it cool with you
Asking for the other person's acceptance or understanding.
Is it cool with you
Repeating the question, emphasizing the need for approval.
Sometimes I tear up when I look up in the sky
Expressing emotional vulnerability, tearing up when looking at the sky.
When I was a kid I had a dog I watched her die
Recalling a childhood experience of losing a pet, reflecting on mortality.
Starting to think that I'll never really know why
Admitting uncertainty about the reasons behind life's challenges.
I'm doing battle with the thoughts up in my head
Engaging in a mental struggle with negative thoughts.
I keep the bad ones in a box under my bed
Keeping dark thoughts hidden but acknowledging their presence.
Countless times that I started to wish I was dead
Revealing moments of despair, wishing for an end to life.
Is it cool if I dump everything
Reiterating the desire to share one's burdens.
That I have ever said or seen
Questioning whether to disclose everything witnessed or spoken.
Onto you cause it's getting so heavy
The weight of emotions is becoming unbearable, seeking support.
Is it safe to say I've lost my way
Expressing uncertainty about the current life path.
I'm trying oh so hard to say
Making a sincere effort to articulate personal struggles.
I'm drowning in the world we live today
Feeling overwhelmed and lost in the challenges of contemporary society.
Is it cool with you
Asking for reassurance or acceptance from the other person.
Is it cool with you
Repeating the question, seeking confirmation or understanding.
Is it cool if I dump everything
Reiterating the desire to share personal struggles.
That I have ever said or seen
Considering sharing all experiences, words, and emotions.
Onto you cause it's getting so heavy
The emotional burden is becoming too much, contemplating sharing it.
Is it safe to say I've lost my way
Expressing uncertainty about the current life trajectory.
I'm trying oh so hard to say
Struggling to find the right words to convey personal challenges.
I'm drowning in the world we live today
Feeling overwhelmed and drowning in the complexities of the contemporary world.
Is it cool with you
Seeking the other person's acceptance or understanding.
Is it cool with you
Repeating the question, emphasizing the need for approval.
Is it cool with you
Once again, seeking confirmation or understanding.
Is it cool with you
Emphasizing the importance of receiving approval or understanding.
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