Lyrics
Self esteem is low
Expression of low self-esteem
I begin to grow into what you thought I'd be
Embarking on personal growth, contrary to others' expectations
Never thought you'd see this side of me
Revelation of an unexpected side of the speaker
We could always be...
A suggestion of a potential relationship
Nah, forget it...
Dismissal of the idea, abandoning the potential relationship
I kinda thought this would be something I'd be happy about
Anticipation turned into disappointment without the person
But here I am without you now
Loneliness and reflection after parting with someone
But we don't know where this could go
Uncertainty about the future of the relationship
What's the point?
Doubt about the significance of pursuing the relationship
You'll never show
Frustration with the lack of responsiveness
When you get there, let me know
Request for information once the destination is reached
I'll be waiting all alone
Waiting alone for communication
You only want me when I'm down
Recognition of conditional interest, only when the speaker is in a low state
And I need someone to push me around
Desire for someone to exert control and influence
It feels so good to lose
Pleasure in the experience of losing
It feels so good to lose control
Pleasure in relinquishing control
You say say say that I'm not enough
Verbal acknowledgment of perceived inadequacy
And I stay stay stay 'cuz you're all I want
Commitment to stay despite acknowledged shortcomings
When you're showing me love
Receiving love, but struggling to reciprocate
I can't catch up
Feeling unable to keep up with the emotional demands
Enough is enough
Declaring a limit to endurance
I said enough is enough
Reiteration of reaching a breaking point
Self esteem is low
Repetition of low self-esteem
I begin to grow into what you thought I'd be
Continued personal growth despite doubts
But we don't know where this could go
Uncertainty about the relationship's trajectory
Whats the...
Expression of confusion or contemplation
Wait, we did this already?
Awareness of repeating a situation
You only want me when I'm down
Recurrence of conditional affection during difficult times
And I need someone to push me around
Desire for external influence in challenging moments
It feels so good to lose
Positive acknowledgment of the pleasure in losing
It feels so good to lose control
Positive affirmation of losing control
You only want me when I'm down
Reiteration of conditional affection in low states
And I need someone to push me around
Continued desire for external influence
It feels so good to lose
Reiteration of the positive experience of losing
It feels so good to lose control
Reiteration of the pleasure in losing control
To lose control
Emphasis on the theme of losing control
To lose control
Repetition, reinforcing the idea of losing control
To lose control
Reiteration of the theme of losing control
To lose control
Continued emphasis on the pleasure of losing control
You only want me when I'm down
Recurrence of conditional affection during low points
And I need someone to push me around
Persisting desire for external influence in challenging times
It feels so good to lose
Positive affirmation of the pleasure in losing
It feels so good to lose control
Positive acknowledgment of the pleasure in losing control
Lose control
Reiteration of losing control
Lose control
-Lose control
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