how it started
Ephemeral Love and Morning Dreams: SpookyBands' 'How It Started' Tale
Lyrics
I got high and died today at least that's how it felt
I experienced a feeling of being high and overwhelmed, possibly metaphorical, and it felt like a symbolic death.
Mixed up way too many things and I felt my heart beat way too fast again
I mixed up various emotions or situations, causing my heart to beat rapidly.
It made you feel so far away and yet you were on my breath
Despite feeling distant, your presence was noticeable and had an impact on me.
I think last words are overrated I want mine to be your name baby
I believe conventional last words are not as important as expressing my love for you.
I tried to make our love feel like the first time again
I attempted to revive the initial excitement and passion in our relationship.
I like how it started overwhelming gentle seas fuck that you're a tempest
The start of our relationship was intense, but now it feels chaotic, like a storm.
And maybe things just seemed a little better in my head
Reality may not match the idealized version in my thoughts.
But the way I smiled on the drive home from your place was definitely real love
Despite potential challenges, the joy I felt after leaving your place was genuine.
Don't go I don't wanna cry
I don't want you to leave because it will make me cry.
Before someone calls my phone
Fearing someone might call and inquire about my well-being, forcing me to lie about being fine.
And I lie and tell 'em I'm fine all the while I always think they know
Even when I claim to be fine, I suspect others see through my facade.
I'm lost somewhere on the spine
Feeling lost and confused in a metaphorical space.
Of a book that you and I wrote
Our shared experiences are like a story, and I feel stuck in a fading chapter.
That's fading away with time on the shelf above the fireplace
Our shared narrative is deteriorating with time, placed metaphorically on a shelf above the fireplace.
I got high and died today at least that's what I hoped
Repeating the experience of feeling high and hoping for a symbolic death.
But I woke up from a nightmare
Waking up from a disturbing dream and it negatively affecting my morning.
Sat up way too fast and it ruined my morning
An unpleasant incident disrupted my morning routine.
Traffic on the interstate took a long time getting home
Encountering delays on the interstate, reflecting the challenges of returning home.
It went faster with you in my passenger seat instead I'm sitting here daydreaming
Reflecting on how time passes slower without you, daydreaming instead of being present.
I wish you tried to make our love feel like the first time again
Expressing a desire for the partner to revive the initial passion in the relationship.
I like how it started overwhelming gentle seas fuck that you're a tempest
Reiterating the chaotic nature of the relationship compared to its gentle beginning.
And maybe things just seemed a little better in my head
Acknowledging that the idealized version in my head might differ from reality.
But the way I smiled on the drive home from your place was definitely real love
Confirming the genuine happiness felt after leaving the partner's place.
Don't go I don't wanna cry
Expressing a fear of separation and the associated emotional pain.
Before someone calls my phone
Fearing others will notice my emotional struggle before I can address it.
And I lie and tell 'em I'm fine all the while I always think they know
Despite claiming to be fine, I suspect others can see through my pretense.
I'm lost somewhere on the spine
Feeling lost within the narrative of the relationship.
Of a book that you and I wrote
Being stuck in a fading chapter of the shared story with the partner.
That's fading away with time on the shelf above the fireplace
The shared narrative is diminishing with time, placed metaphorically on a shelf above the fireplace.
Comment