Happy Here
Navigating Shadows: Unveiling the Emotional Journey in SpotlessMind's 'Happy Here'
Lyrics
Cuz I don't know what would've happened to me
The speaker is uncertain about the outcome without someone's presence.
If you weren't here standing right next to me
Expressing gratitude for the support and companionship of someone close.
Guess it just took me a while to see
Realization that recognizing supportive people took time.
That there are people who are stopping me
Acknowledgment of others hindering personal growth.
From being the person that I wanna be
External forces obstructing the speaker's desired self-development.
Always present but not actually here
Feeling physically present but mentally absent due to overthinking.
Thinking too much overcome by fear
Overwhelmed by excessive thinking, leading to fear dominating thoughts.
Always feeling like my death is too near
Constantly feeling the looming threat of mortality.
I don't wanna talk so just please let me be
Desiring solitude and silence as communication is overwhelming.
Not hungry at all please I don't want to feel
Rejecting the desire to experience emotions or sensations.
My vision is blurry It's too hard to see
Experiencing unclear vision metaphorically, struggling to perceive things clearly.
I don't fucking know what is wrong with me
Frustration and confusion about the speaker's condition.
Wake up at night and it's hard to breathe
Experiencing difficulty breathing during nighttime, potentially due to anxiety.
Something is inside my room with me
Sensation of a presence or something unsettling within the speaker's space.
Leave me alone I don't want you here
Desire for solitude, wanting to be left alone.
Unless you can take me away from here
Wishing for an escape from the current situation or environment.
Used to dream about things I was happy here
Previously experienced happiness contrasted with current emotional uncertainty.
But now I don't even know how to feel
Feeling emotionally detached or numb, unable to discern feelings.
My mind is so foggy yeah nothing is clear
Mental confusion and lack of clarity in thoughts.
I'd do anything to go back
Longing to return to a happier past or state of mind.
On the side of my face lies a single tear
Physical representation of sorrow or emotional pain.
Dripping and running all down my cheek
Visual description of tears streaming down the speaker's face.
Never look up only down at my feet
Constantly feeling downcast, avoiding looking up or facing the world.
I hope that one day I can break myself free
Hope for eventual liberation from the constraints of current circumstances.
These people are all just kids not men
Viewing others as immature or not taking life seriously.
Everything is just a joke to them
Perceiving life as frivolous or not meaningful to those around.
I'm writing this song cuz I no longer care
Indifference and apathy towards outcomes, leading to the creation of music.
Not gonna succeed cuz I don't have a plan
Feeling directionless or lacking a clear path to success.
Dreaming of stopping this feeling of dread
Hoping to cease the overwhelming sense of impending doom or anxiety.
Anything that anyone ever said
Reflecting on past advice or words from others.
Thinking about all this shit in my bed
Ruminating on troubles while lying in bed, potentially unable to sleep.
It's time to admit that I lost to my head
Accepting defeat to one's own thoughts or mental struggles.
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