Lyrics
I force myself through another day
I struggle to get through another day
Can't explain the way today
Unable to articulate the challenges of today
Just fell apart like everything
Everything just crumbled and fell apart
Right in my face
Directly confronting me
And I try to be the one
I make an effort to be the one
I can't accept this all because of you
Feeling unable to accept everything, possibly related to someone else
I've had to walk away from everything
I've had to walk away from all aspects of my life
And I'm afraid to be alone
Fearful of being alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
Fearful that you'll abandon me in my absence
I'm afraid to come back home
Fearful of returning home
Another sleepless night again
Experiencing another night without sleep
Hotel rooms, my only friend
Hotel rooms are my only companions
And friends like that just don't add up to anything
Friends like that don't contribute positively to anything
And I try so hard to be
I put in a lot of effort to be
Everything that I should never take away from you again
Everything I should never take away from you again
'Cause I heard you say
Hearing you say something significant
And I'm afraid to be alone
Fearful of being alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
Fearful that you'll abandon me when I'm not present
And I'm afraid to come back home
Fearful of returning home
I cannot forget
Unable to forget something
I live with regret
Living with the weight of regret
I cannot forget
Unable to forget something
I live with it
Living with the consequences
I live through this
Surviving through a difficult situation
I can't see through this
Unable to see through the challenges
I can't do this anymore
Feeling incapable of continuing
'Cause I'm afraid to be alone
Fearful of being alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
Fearful that you'll abandon me when I'm not present
I'm afraid to come back home
Fearful of returning home
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
Fearful that you'll abandon me when I'm not present
And I just wish I was back home, oh
Wishing to be back home
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