Lyrics
So in love with the memories of you that I have fallen away (fallen away again).
Being deeply in love with memories of someone, causing a personal decline.
So alive in the memories of you that I have died today (died again today).
Feeling intensely alive in the memories, yet experiencing a metaphorical death.
Thinking of you...
Reflecting on thoughts of the person in question.
Amazed by your disguise
Expressing awe at the person's deceptive appearance.
you look so beautiful with death in your eyes.
Describing the person as beautiful despite a dangerous quality (death in the eyes).
Breaking free from you is the best/the hardest thing I could do.
Acknowledging the difficulty of breaking free from the person.
You'd never know that I loathe you.
Hiding true feelings of hatred towards the person.
"Do not lust in your heart after her beauty,
Quoting a cautionary message about avoiding temptation and the captivating nature of the person.
or let her captivate you with her eyes.
-So in love with the memories of you that I have fallen away (fallen away again).
Reiteration of falling away due to intense love for memories.
So alive in the memories of you that I have died today (died again today)
Reiterating feeling alive in memories but undergoing a metaphorical death.
God please kill the lady that's inside of me....
Pleading for a transformative change in oneself, seeking release from a negative aspect.
Stay out of my house!
Expressing a strong desire for the person to stay away.
You're not welcome here!
Declaring the person unwelcome in the speaker's life.
I'm so free without you,
Acknowledging a sense of freedom without the person but realizing vulnerability.
yet so aware that I am hanging on by a thread of grace and nothing more.
Recognizing a precarious situation, holding on by a thread of grace.
Sweet Jesus have mercy when she knocks on my door.
Calling for divine mercy when facing the person's influence.
"The prostitute reduces you to your weakest.
Describing the negative impact of a relationship with a morally compromising person.
Adulteress preys upon your very life"
-So in love with the memories of you that I have fallen away (fallen away again).
Repeating the theme of falling away due to intense love for memories.
So alive in the memories of you that I have died today (died again today)
Reiterating the paradox of feeling alive in memories but experiencing a metaphorical death.
Hosting her was the choice I made, competence was the currency paid.
Explaining a choice to host the negative influence, paying a heavy price in competence.
Hence, my true love I'd forsake.
Expressing a willingness to forsake true love due to the influence of the negative person.
Eyes maintained for her she'd take.
Indicating a continuous focus on the person despite the harm she brings.
I'm breaking for my heart to find innocence I've left behind.
Breaking emotionally to rediscover lost innocence.
God Almighty, Giver of Peace, grant to me the strength I seek.
Seeking strength from a higher power to overcome the challenging situation.
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