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I was always chasing, never asking why
I consistently pursued without questioning the reasons behind my actions.
What to ask for when you don't ever wanna try
Uncertain about what to seek when there is a reluctance to make an effort.
Apathetic intentions they make me feel so right
Indifferent motivations make me feel content or justified in my actions.
Am I the only one who, has another sight
Wondering if I'm the only one who perceives things differently.
A blue haze is all the remains, I try to be someone new
A sense of melancholy remains, despite efforts to reinvent myself.
I can hear em' calling me, somethings are always tried and true
Hearing persistent calls to adhere to tried and true behaviors.
As it takes over me bring forth what to others is few
Feeling overwhelmed as I embrace what is rare or unique to others.
Others will stay, I got nothing to lose
While some choose to stay, I have nothing to risk or forfeit.
I can see what happens, to act accordingly
Observing and understanding the consequences, acting accordingly.
To be cursed is to know your worth, as others tend to disagree
To be cursed is to understand one's value, even if others disagree.
For hours a day, I tend to anothers plea
Devoting hours each day to respond to the pleas of others.
A darker side, that speaks to me, is all I wanna be
Expressing a desire to embrace a darker, more authentic side of oneself.
A darker side, speaks to me
Reiterating the attraction and connection to this darker side.
A darker side, calls for me
The darker side is not just a thought but actively calls for attention.
A darker side, speaks to me
Continued acknowledgment and acceptance of the darker side.
It calls and calls, consistently
The persistent and consistent calls from the darker side.
A darker side, speaks to me
The darker side continues to communicate and influence thoughts.
A darker side, took all of me
The darker side has taken full control of who I am.
A blue haze is all the remains, I try to be someone new
Despite efforts to change, a sense of melancholy remains.
I can hear em' calling me, somethings are always tried and true
Hearing persistent calls to adhere to tried and true behaviors.
As it takes over me bring forth what to others is few
Feeling overwhelmed as I embrace what is rare or unique to others.
Others will stay, I got nothing to lose
While some choose to stay, I have nothing to risk or forfeit.
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