Radisson Blues
Journey of Doubt: Stella Le Page's Reflection on Life on the Road
Lyrics
This feeling is only temporary
This feeling is temporary, not permanent.
So don't you go caving in
Don't give in to the pressure or challenges.
It's not easy jumping city to city
Moving from one city to another is a challenging experience.
This double life you're living in
Living a life with dual roles or identities.
Another show awaits you tomorrow
There's another performance or commitment awaiting tomorrow.
You really should get some sleep
Advice to take care of oneself and get some rest.
One single silent tear on the pillow
A subtle expression of sadness, perhaps due to the demanding lifestyle.
I must be getting used to this
Becoming accustomed to the challenging lifestyle.
Wonder if I deserve to be here
Questioning one's worthiness of the current situation.
Or am I on borrowed time
Uncertainty about the legitimacy or duration of the current success.
More terror spilling out of the tv
Negative news on TV, but preferable to personal thoughts.
Still better than what's on my mind
The internal struggles are considered less distressing than external issues.
Mirror tell me something I don't know
Seeking validation or assurance from oneself in the mirror.
Can you tell me I'll be fine
Desiring reassurance that everything will be okay.
There's ups and downs in every town
Life has its ups and downs in every location or situation.
From the check-in to the check-out uh huh
Referencing the highs and lows from arrival to departure.
I'm in the throes of highs and lows
Experiencing intense emotions and challenges.
From the warm up to the last round
Referring to the various phases of a performance.
Life has changed beyond recognition
Life has changed significantly, possibly due to success.
My progress comes at a price
Progress has its costs or sacrifices.
At times I still turn sad without reason
Occasional unexplained sadness despite achievements.
In my hotel room at night
Contemplating in solitude in a hotel room.
Doubting every note I deliver
Having doubts about one's own musical performance.
Doubting I'll wow the crowd
Uncertain about impressing the audience.
Stay up for a word from my dear one
Anticipating a comforting message from a loved one.
That's when the silence feels too loud
Silence becomes overwhelming during the night.
There's ups and downs in every town
Reiteration of life's ups and downs during travels.
From the check-in to the check-out uh-huh
Recurrence of the journey from arrival to departure.
I'm in the throes of highs and lows
Continuing to experience intense emotions and challenges.
From the warm up to the show down
Referencing the culmination or climax of a performance.
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