Lyrics
I'm still afraid
I still feel fear or anxiety.
There is too much I need to say
There are important things I want to express.
But what's the point if they don't listen?
Expressing oneself feels futile if others won't listen.
Raised one way there is no winning
Being brought up in a specific way leads to no success.
I need to help myself cause this is bad for my health
Recognizing the need to prioritize personal well-being.
I'm in a space that I cannot escape
Feeling trapped or overwhelmed in a particular situation.
Why would I ever want to
Questioning the desire to escape the current state.
Waste my time doing what you want me to do
Resisting conforming to others' expectations.
Today is another day
Acknowledging a new day but perceiving no change.
And yet nothing's changed
Despite time passing, the situation remains unchanged.
I keep my head up in the hopes of
Maintaining optimism for genuine love in the future.
Some real love before I grow up
Seeking authentic love before growing older.
I need to help myself cause this is bad for my health
Reiterating the need for self-care due to detrimental effects.
I'm in a space that I cannot escape
Feeling stuck in an inescapable emotional state.
Why would I ever want to
Questioning the motivation to break free from the situation.
Waste my time doing what you want me to do
Rejecting the idea of spending time on others' expectations.
Is it too late?
Contemplating if it's too late to change or if sanity is in question.
Or am I just insane?
Questioning mental stability or rationality.
Don't keep this up I won't last longer
Expressing a warning that enduring the current state is unsustainable.
Fake it till I make it
Adopting a "fake it till you make it" attitude to cope.
You know I'm not stronger
Admitting a lack of inherent strength in the face of challenges.
I need to help myself cause this is bad for my health
Reiterating the importance of self-help for well-being.
I'm in a space that I cannot escape
Feeling trapped in an ongoing, inescapable situation.
Why would I ever want to
Questioning the motivation to break free once again.
Waste my time doing what you want me to do
Rejecting the idea of conforming to others' desires.
I'm in a space that I cannot escape
Repetition of the feeling of being trapped in an inescapable state.
Why would I ever want to
Repeating the question about the motivation to break free.
Waste my time doing what you want me to do
Rejecting the idea of spending time on others' expectations (repeated).
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