Pollen
Unraveling Emotions: Stephan Kreussel's 'Pollen' Unveiled
Lyrics
I’m falling to pieces
I am experiencing a state of falling apart or emotional breakdown.
I’m always the last to know
I am consistently the last person to be informed or aware of things.
My mind is too broken
My mind is damaged or troubled.
To tell me it’s time to go
My mind is too damaged to recognize that it's time to move on.
I have to force it out through the cracks
I need to express my emotions despite the difficulties, trying to maintain some semblance of myself.
While keeping a semblance of myself in tact
Struggling to keep myself intact while letting emotions out.
Cruel enough
Life is harsh or unkind.
Always up
Consistently facing challenges.
Keep the light dim enough
Keep things dim or subdued.
Never late
Never arriving late.
Tied to fate
Bound or connected to destiny.
Even thoughts pollenate
Even thoughts spread or influence like pollen.
I spent my time
Spent time on something that didn't bring fulfillment.
Wasted feelings
Invested emotions in a way that was not productive.
On the wrong thing
Focused feelings on the wrong subject.
Made up my mind
Decided or resolved.
Couldn’t stop believing
Couldn't stop believing in a negative self-perception.
That I was nothing
Believed that I was of no value.
I have to force it out through the cracks
Expressing emotions while trying to maintain composure.
While keeping a semblance of myself in tact
Struggling to keep myself intact while expressing emotions.
I spent my time
Repeated realization of investing time and emotions in the wrong direction.
Wasted feelings
Repeated experience of wasting feelings.
On the wrong thing
Continued focus on the wrong thing emotionally.
Made up my mind
Final decision or resolution.
Couldn’t stop believing
Unable to cease believing in a negative self-view.
That I was nothing
Believed that I amounted to nothing.
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