I Still Don't Know
Unraveling Emotions: Puzzling Love's Mysteries
Lyrics
We're driving down to the bay on 181
We are driving to the bay on Route 181.
Holding my hand she was beautiful and we were so young
I held hands with a beautiful person when we were young.
Behind closed doors we were both consumed by the fire
Privately, we both were consumed by intense passion.
Searching for validation of broken desire
We sought validation for a desire that was already broken.
Was it love, I still don't know
Uncertain if it was love, still searching for clarity.
My heart was torn when she made me go
My heart was broken when she insisted that I leave.
Can I forget her, Oh God only knows
Questioning if I can forget her; only God knows.
Was it love
Repeating the uncertainty about whether it was love.
I still don't know
Still unsure if it was love.
Keeping our secret was all too easy for me
Keeping our secret was effortless for me.
It didn't matter if anybody was able to see
It didn't matter if others could see our relationship.
If I regret anything, it was telling a lie
If I regret anything, it's telling a lie.
So many chances for honesty, but I held it inside
Many opportunities for honesty were ignored, kept inside.
I held it inside
Reiterating the internalization of emotions.
Was it love, I still don't know
Uncertain if it was love, still seeking answers.
My heart was torn when she made me go
Heartbreak when she forced me to leave.
Can I forget her, Oh God only knows
Questioning the possibility of forgetting her, relying on God.
Was it love
Repeating the uncertainty about whether it was love.
I still don't know
Still unsure if it was love.
Sweet nothings on my lips
Expressing sweet words on my lips during our interactions.
While your lips were on my mind
Your presence lingered in my thoughts.
I guess I just assumed you'd respond in kind
Assuming reciprocity in emotions.
Was it love, I still don't know
Uncertain if it was love, seeking clarity.
My heart was torn when she made me go
Heartbreak when she insisted that I leave.
Can I forget her, Oh God only knows
Questioning the possibility of forgetting her, relying on God.
Was it love
Repeating the uncertainty about whether it was love.
I still don't know
Still unsure if it was love.
I still don't know
Reiterating the ongoing uncertainty about whether it was love.
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