Still Trying
Struggling for Recognition: Steven Blossom's Emotional Quest
Lyrics
I don't wanna sing it
I'm reluctant to express this through music
I just want you to let me in
I simply want you to allow me into your life
But I sing
Despite my reluctance, I'm expressing it through song
I don't wanna try it
I don't want to make an effort
'Cause I'm so tired to be ignored
I'm fatigued from being disregarded
Just one word
All I need is a single word from you
Oh baby! Please give me this
Requesting affection or acknowledgment from a loved one
Just say the word
Asking for a response
But you won't make a sound
You choose to remain silent
So why am I still trying?
Questioning the purpose of continuing the effort
Why am I still trying?
Reiteration of the question about persisting in trying
I can't be pretending
Feeling unable to be genuine
That I'm just another friend
Denial of being merely a friend
But I pretend
Despite denial, pretending to be just a friend
I'm so scared of failure
Experiencing fear of failure
I've never felt like this before
Encountering unfamiliar emotional intensity
What am I looking for?
Questioning personal desires and motives
How long will I be waiting?
Contemplating the duration of waiting for a response
Why the empty room can be so loud?
Feeling isolated in a silent environment
So why am I still trying?
Reflecting on the reason for persisting efforts
Why am I still trying?
Reiteration of questioning the ongoing endeavor
I don't wanna feel it
Avoiding emotional distress
I just want you in my dreams
Desiring your presence only in dreams
But I feel
Despite avoidance, feeling emotional pain
I don't wanna see you
Unwillingness to face you
I just wanna hide myself
Wishing to conceal oneself
Where's the truth?
Seeking the truth in the situation
So let me try to explain everything
Attempting to clarify everything
There's another side
There's another perspective to the situation
To the story I tried
Effort to communicate this perspective previously
To show you all the time
Consistent attempt to explain
But you don't even listen to me
Feeling unheard despite continuous attempts to explain
All I have is emotion
Emotionally overwhelmed
With the size of the ocean
Experiencing intense emotions akin to the vastness of the ocean
And there's no need to read
No necessity to decipher hidden meanings
Between the lines
Difficulty in believing the situation
It's hard to believe
Continued silence from the other person
But you just keep quiet and quiet
Querying the persistence despite silence
So why am I still trying?
Repeating the question about persisting despite lack of response
I'm stuck in a hope
Feeling trapped in hope without an escape
And I can't get out
Sense of being unable to move on
Out of there
Stuck in a situation without resolution
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