Move to L.A.
Escaping Naivety: Desires and Struggles in Pursuit of Change
Lyrics
I bought tons of books to read in my bathtub
I purchased many books to read in my bathtub.
But I just stare into my phone
Instead of reading, I find myself endlessly staring at my phone.
And I miss out on all the ways I could become a better me
I'm missing opportunities to improve myself in various ways.
I wanna sell my shit and move to LA
I desire to sell my possessions and relocate to Los Angeles.
I'm sick of naive dreaming of the sunshine state
I'm tired of having unrealistic dreams about the sunny state.
Instead I'm battling jealousy, hiding my face
I'm grappling with jealousy and hiding my true feelings.
Cause I'm a fucking hypocrite.
Admitting to being a hypocrite.
But I know there is more
Acknowledging that there is more to life.
When I don't shiver from the cold
Expressing a desire for warmth and comfort.
I've been in hibernation mode,
Having been in a mode of isolation and minimal living.
Barely living at all
Living a restrained and unfulfilled life.
I practice yoga everyday and I even tried some meditating
Engaging in daily yoga and attempting meditation.
Sometimes I read a few lines and I feel so inspired,
Occasionally finding inspiration in reading.
Running with a smile
Feeling joyful and carefree.
Through this cold ass world
Navigating through a harsh and challenging world.
But the only thing that really helps is watching Gilmore Girls.
Discovering solace in watching "Gilmore Girls."
Battling jealousy
Continuing to struggle with jealousy.
Hiding my face
Concealing true emotions due to hypocrisy.
Cause I'm a fucking hypocrite
Reiterating the admission of being a hypocrite.
But I know there is more when I don't shiver from the cold
Acknowledging that there's more to life without feeling cold.
I've been in hibernation mode,
Remaining in a state of isolation and minimal living.
Barely living at all
Living a constrained and unfulfilled life.
Now I know more but I live less
Realizing more about life but not actively living it.
All day all I do is checking my vitals
Spending the entire day monitoring personal health indicators.
I am the virus
Viewing oneself as a negative influence or problem.
I'm under the rule of algorithm and numbers.
Feeling controlled by algorithms and numbers.
Instead I'm battling jealousy,
Continuing to grapple with jealousy and conceal true feelings.
Hiding my face
Reiterating the act of hiding true emotions due to hypocrisy.
Cause I'm a fucking hypocrite
Acknowledging being a hypocrite once again.
But I know there is more
Acknowledging that there's more to life without feeling cold.
When I don't shiver from the cold
Remaining in a state of isolation and minimal living.
I've been in hibernation mode
Living a constrained and unfulfilled life.
barely living at all
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