Hard Time Keeping My Cool
Unraveling Emotions: Still There's Journey Through Heartbreak
Lyrics
Where do I begin
Expressing uncertainty about where to start addressing a situation.
With the explanations
Referring to the need to provide explanations for past interactions.
Of last years interactions
Specifically mentioning interactions from the previous year.
And where I am now
Reflecting on the current state and location in life.
Well, I don't know yet
Expressing uncertainty about the present and future.
But you left and I'm still trying to figure myself out
Acknowledging the impact of someone leaving and the ongoing self-discovery process.
And if I ever had a plan
Questioning the existence of a plan and its seeming non-relevance.
So now it sort of feels like it never happened
Feeling as if the plan never materialized.
Back to how it was before I ever even knew you
Returning to a state similar to before knowing the person.
Before we called it "love"
Reflecting on the time before the relationship was labeled as "love."
So I'm left standing here
Being left in a state of uncertainty.
Waiting to have it all spelled out
Waiting for clarity and understanding.
Cause I haven't got a
Expressing a lack of direction or plan.
I honestly don't have a clue what the fuck to do.
Feeling clueless and uncertain about the next steps.
I know, it sounds pathetic
Acknowledging the perceived pathos in the situation.
I know that
Acknowledging awareness of the situation's difficulties.
I swear I'm trying my best
Asserting effort being put into the situation.
Whatever that means
Expressing uncertainty about the effectiveness of the effort.
I don't think I'm asking for too much
Asserting a desire for reasonable expectations.
And I refuse to stay here like this
Refusing to remain in the current state.
I think it's time I forgot you
Deciding it's time to forget the person.
It won't be easy but I think I have to
Acknowledging the difficulty of forgetting but recognizing the necessity.
So now I'm forgetting you
Confirming the act of forgetting the person.
It's easy when you want to
Highlighting the ease of forgetting when the intention is strong.
And I am finding out far too late
Realizing the truth of a previous belief or decision.
That maybe I was right before
Reflecting on the realization coming too late.
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