Lyrics
False light fills my mind
Feeling overwhelmed by misleading or deceptive thoughts or ideas.
And lifewings are cut
Abandonment or loss of abilities or aspirations that gave life meaning.
In fortune's satire
Experiencing life's ironic or mocking twists of fate.
I've loosely played my part
Engaged in life without commitment or dedication.
Once slapped a crying child
Recalling past actions of cruelty or insensitivity.
And gave laughing whore a kiss
Showing kindness to someone unexpected or socially frowned upon.
Claimed filth a beauty
Perceiving beauty in what's considered unclean or undesirable.
Admiring serpent's hiss
Appreciating the danger or deceit in a tempting or seductive situation.
Imprisoned, weak-willed
Feeling trapped or confined due to lack of strength or determination.
Calling you, touching them
Seeking comfort or connection with someone while feeling disconnected from oneself.
I hate myself, but nonetheless
Struggling with self-hatred despite acknowledging personal flaws.
I find excuses again
Continually finding justifications or reasons for one's actions or behaviors.
Who am I now
Questioning one's identity or sense of self in the midst of seeking pleasure.
When pleasure's a dope?
Viewing pleasure as an addictive distraction.
Dreaming of angel
Longing for an idealized or pure figure or entity.
With last bits of hope
Clutching onto the final shreds of optimism or positive expectations.
Find me
Requesting to be found in a state of repulsion or revulsion.
In chains of disgust
Desiring to be located in a state of extreme dislike or disgust.
Find me
Repetition of the desire to be found in a context where love is equated to lust.
Where “love” means lust
Desiring rescue or deliverance from a situation where love has been degraded to lust.
Save me
Seeking salvation from insatiable physical desires or cravings.
My flesh wants more
Pleading for rescue from an existence solely driven by physical desires.
Save me
Expressing the sole plea for salvation.
That's all I'm begging for
Reiterating the singular request for rescue or help.
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