A Hole Inside
Embracing Inner Demons: The Hole Within
Lyrics
Mind exhaustion and rage
Mental exhaustion and intense anger
Loudly breaking through to feed it
Loudly expressing these emotions to satiate them
Self deception and hate
Deceiving oneself and harboring strong dislike
Kicking in with their nauseous savor
Those feelings intensifying with their repulsive taste
And I freeze with the violent hit
Being immobilized by a forceful impact
That darkens my brain
Resulting in a darkening of thoughts
And chokes up my veins
Causing a restriction in circulation
To then stop
Followed by cessation
There's a hole inside where the conscience breaks
An emptiness within where morality collapses
In a flawless light all in one they fade out
In a perfect illumination, everything fades away together
And you might believe you're releasing pain
Believing one is alleviating suffering
But the hole inside is made to make you bleed out
Yet this inner void is designed to cause continuous pain
Self injected disgrace
Disgrace imposed upon oneself
For I am an innocent sinner
Claiming innocence while acknowledging wrongdoing
Suffocated by my own lies
Suffocated by one's own falsehoods
For I am a disclaimer to my mind
Rejecting one's own thoughts and existence
And I freak out when I'm down
Experiencing intense distress in moments of despair
Deep low I am out
Reaching a profound state of depletion
Freed, untied, unbound
Released, unchained, unrestricted
For I am not like him!
Asserting the difference from another
There's a hole inside where the conscience breaks
Avoiding the gap where morality fractures
In a flawless light all in one they fade out
In a flawless brightness, everything disappears simultaneously
And you might believe you're releasing pain
Mistakenly thinking one is releasing suffering
But the hole inside is made to make you bleed out
However, the inner emptiness is meant to cause continuous pain
So bleed out
Thus, enduring this pain and letting it out
Sick hate, sick hate, see!
Repeatedly emphasizing the presence of sickening hatred
See hate, see hate, feel!
Encouraging the acknowledgment and experience of this hatred
Feel hate, feel hate, leave!
Inducing the feeling of this hatred and then urging its departure
Leave hate, leave hate!
Insisting on leaving behind this intense hatred
There's a hole inside where the conscience breaks
Avoiding the gap where morality fractures
In a flawless light all in one they fade out
In a flawless brightness, everything disappears simultaneously
And you might believe you're releasing pain
Mistakenly thinking one is releasing suffering
But the hole inside is made to make you bleed out
However, the inner emptiness is meant to cause continuous pain
There's a hole inside where the conscience breaks
Avoiding the gap where morality fractures
In a flawless light all in one they fade out
In a flawless brightness, everything disappears simultaneously
And you might believe you're releasing pain
Mistakenly thinking one is releasing suffering
But the hole inside is made to make you bleed out
However, the inner emptiness is meant to cause continuous pain
So bleed out
Thus, enduring this pain and letting it out
Sick hate, sick hate, see!
Repeatedly emphasizing the presence of sickening hatred
See hate, see hate, feel!
Encouraging the acknowledgment and experience of this hatred
Feel hate, feel hate, leave!
Inducing the feeling of this hatred and then urging its departure
Leave hate, leave that hate!
Insisting on leaving behind this intense hatred
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