Grunge Killed Game Shows
Embracing Truth: Struggles, Loss, and Pursuit of Authenticity
Lyrics
I wish I could say that I'm doing alright here
The speaker expresses a desire to claim they are okay but acknowledges internal struggles.
The coffees growing bitter with my temperament this time of year
The taste of coffee reflects a bitter mood during a specific time of the year, indicating emotional difficulty.
I curse myself and try my best to persevere
The speaker faces challenges and actively works to endure them despite self-cursing.
So thank you to my therapist for trying to keep my head clear
The speaker appreciates their therapist for helping maintain mental clarity.
Thanks Brian
A brief acknowledgment or thanks to someone named Brian.
How could I just settle knowing that I have something to lose
The speaker refuses to settle in life, emphasizing the fear of losing something valuable.
Something to lose
Reiteration of the fear of losing something important.
I'll lie awake at night and keep wishing for something new
The speaker stays awake, longing for change and improvement in their life.
I wish that for once in my life I could just handle the truth
Expressing a desire for honesty and self-confrontation in their life.
Follow footsteps in the hopes of getting where I'm going
The speaker follows a path, hoping to reach a destination, questioning the purpose if it's not there.
Well if it ain't there, then what the hell was I doing
An existential reflection on the actions taken and their purpose.
How could I just settle knowing that I have something to lose
Reiteration of the reluctance to settle due to the fear of losing something important.
Something to lose
Emphasizing the presence of something valuable that the speaker is afraid of losing.
Why would I just settle knowing that it's you I'd hate to lose
Expressing a strong aversion to the idea of losing the mentioned valuable thing.
I'd hate to lose
Reiterating the strong dislike for the prospect of losing the mentioned valuable thing.
Follow me, all of me
Repetition of the plea to follow the speaker, emphasizing complete immersion into a particular experience or state.
Falling into this
-Follow me, all of me
-Falling into this
-Follow me, all of me
-Falling into this
-I've been running my whole life
The speaker reflects on a lifelong pattern of running, possibly from challenges or issues, and falling into a recurring situation.
(I've been running my whole life)
-I've been running my whole life
-(I've been running, im running)
-I've been running my whole life
-(I've been running my whole)
-I've been running my whole life
-Falling into this
-My whole life
-Falling into this
Continuation of the theme of falling into a repeated pattern but with a determination not to repeat it this time.
My whole life
-Falling into this
-Not this time
The speaker decisively states that they won't fall into the same pattern this time.
Falling into this
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