Lyrics
The dwindling love of childhood days, you hardly just can count the ways
The love experienced during childhood has diminished, and it's challenging to quantify the numerous ways in which it has faded.
That you failed to please and never seemed to get it right
Despite efforts, there's a constant feeling of failure in meeting expectations and never achieving things correctly.
No matter what you chose to do, how hard you tried to bring it through
Regardless of the chosen endeavors and dedicated efforts, success seems unattainable, leading to a habit of protecting oneself emotionally.
Right from the start you learned to lock your heart
From an early stage, the individual learned to guard their emotions closely, preventing easy access to their feelings.
Attached to precious tiny things, free-floating on your broken wings
Feeling attached to small and valuable things while navigating life's challenges, symbolized by broken wings, indicating a sense of limitation or impairment.
You're bound to fall yet not afraid of what is to come
Despite an inevitable downfall, there's a lack of fear regarding what lies ahead.
You felt so much, tried to explain but everything remained the same
Emotions are deeply felt and attempted to be expressed, yet the situation remains unchanged, leading to frustration.
Eventually when all words ceased, the anger put your soul on freeze
Eventually, after attempting to communicate repeatedly, anger overwhelms, numbing the soul.
You keep running from that dark dream as long you can remember
There's a continual effort to evade or escape from a haunting, dark dream that has persisted since the distant past.
All these times in pain you tried to escape in vain
Despite enduring pain, attempts to escape from this recurring nightmare have been futile.
You drown screaming in this dark dream with none to hold on to
Feeling overwhelmed, drowning in the distress of this dark dream without anyone to offer support or solace.
Already way too deep to wake up from this endless sleep
The situation has escalated to a profound depth, making it seemingly impossible to awaken from this perpetual slumber or nightmare.
You realize the bitter truth, endure its biting razor tooth
Realization dawns upon the bitter truth of a persistent and deeply rooted affliction, causing enduring pain.
The seed being planted deep inside infected you so long
A metaphorical 'seed' of pain and hardship was planted long ago and has infected the individual for an extended period.
Unlike the ones that came before you won't hand down the strain no more
The determination not to pass on this affliction or burden to future generations unlike those before, breaking the cycle.
Once for all you break the chain, bring downfall to this brutal reign
A decisive action to terminate this cycle of suffering, leading to the downfall of the oppressive influence.
Wipe out all with a purging flame
To eliminate everything associated with this affliction through a metaphorical cleansing by fire.
You keep running from that dark dream as long you can remember
A continuous effort to evade or escape from the haunting dark dream, ingrained in the memory for an extended duration.
All these times in pain you tried to escape in vain
Repeated attempts to escape from the pain of this recurring nightmare have been in vain.
You drown screaming in this dark dream with none to hold on to
Feeling overwhelmed, drowning in the distress of this dark dream without anyone to offer support or solace.
Already way too deep to wake up from this endless sleep
The depth of this distress is so extreme that waking up from this continuous nightmare seems impossible.
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