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I don't know what to do, how to keep up with you
I feel uncertain about how to handle our relationship and keep up with your expectations.
Running away from the things that you put me through
I am avoiding the challenges and difficulties caused by your actions.
But when I slow down, there's no one around And I'm mad, cause I'm happier alone
When I take a break, I realize there's no one around, and I get frustrated because I find more happiness in solitude.
Pit fighter, always winning in my head
I envision myself as a strong fighter mentally, always winning in my thoughts.
Surviving all the cuts from things you said
I endure the emotional wounds inflicted by the things you say.
I'm hanging on to every single thread
I'm holding on desperately to every aspect of our relationship.
Till you push me to the edge
Until you push me to a breaking point.
But I leave you there for dead
Despite the challenges, I leave the relationship behind for my own well-being.
I'll crush your expectations, more room for my vibration
I will exceed your expectations, creating more space for my personal growth and happiness.
But when I slow down, there's no one around And I'm mad, that I'm happier alone
Similar to line 3, when I slow down, I realize there's no one around, and I'm angry that I find more joy in solitude.
In my own world, not fighting for control
I exist in my own world, not struggling for dominance in the relationship.
But it's lonely
Despite the freedom, I acknowledge the loneliness that comes with being alone.
And even though I know I'm strong
Even though I recognize my strength, I maintain my emotional defenses and can't let go of my protective armor.
I still got my armor on and I can't let go
Reiterating the struggle with finding happiness in solitude and the difficulty of letting go.
And I'm mad, that I'm happier alone
Expressing frustration that solitude brings more happiness despite the challenges.
Outsider, but I did it to myself
Identifying myself as an outsider, acknowledging that I contributed to my own isolation.
On fire and I didn't ask for your help
Despite being on fire metaphorically, I reject the idea of needing your assistance.
You're funny thinking I'm at your command You forgot that I'm a human and I'm proud of who I am
Highlighting the misunderstanding that I am under your control, asserting my human identity with pride.
I'll crush your expectations, more room for my vibration
Repeating the theme of surpassing expectations for personal growth and well-being.
But when I slow down, there's no one around And I'm mad, that I'm happier alone
Reiteration of the frustration when alone and the realization that it brings more happiness.
In my own world, not fighting for control
Emphasizing the preference for personal autonomy over the struggle for control in a relationship.
But it's lonely
Acknowledging the loneliness despite the independence.
And even though I know I'm strong
Repeating the acknowledgment of personal strength while maintaining emotional defenses.
I still got my armor on and I can't let go
Reiterating the difficulty of letting go and remaining emotionally guarded.
And I'm mad, that I'm happier alone
Expressing frustration that solitude brings more happiness despite the challenges.
I'm happy alone
Stating outright that I find happiness in being alone.
Can't knock me off my throne
Asserting my resilience by claiming that nothing can dethrone me from my emotional stability.
But now that I have grown
Reflecting on personal growth and the newfound ability to stand alone.
I'm mad, that I'm happier alone
Reiterating the frustration that comes with finding happiness in solitude.
In my own world, not fighting for control
Emphasizing the preference for personal autonomy over the struggle for control in a relationship.
But it's lonely
Acknowledging the loneliness despite the independence.
And even though I know I'm strong
Repeating the acknowledgment of personal strength while maintaining emotional defenses.
I still got my armor on and I can't let go
Reiterating the difficulty of letting go and remaining emotionally guarded.
And I'm mad, that I'm happier alone
Expressing frustration that solitude brings more happiness despite the challenges.
In my own world, not fighting for control
Emphasizing the preference for personal autonomy over the struggle for control in a relationship.
But it's lonely
Acknowledging the loneliness despite the independence.
And even though I know I'm strong
Repeating the acknowledgment of personal strength while maintaining emotional defenses.
I still got my armor on and I can't let go
Reiterating the difficulty of letting go and remaining emotionally guarded.
And I'm mad, that I'm happier alone
Expressing frustration that solitude brings more happiness despite the challenges.
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