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It's twelve a.m. sitting in my bed
Reflecting on solitude at midnight, sitting in bed.
Staying up just to be on my own
Choosing to stay awake for personal space and introspection.
Tryna read below the fold
Attempting to understand hidden aspects or secrets (below the fold).
See where my soul resides
Searching for the essence of the soul.
To think of something besides
Trying to shift thoughts away from personal struggles.
This crippling weight of mine
Feeling burdened emotionally.
That's playing with my mind
The emotional weight affecting thoughts and mindset.
Believing these scars will heal if I had someone to love
Hoping that love can heal emotional scars.
These big things that I feel would all just be undone
Believing significant issues can be resolved with love.
Praying for a certain spark to bring me a new start
Wishing for a catalyst to start anew.
So I guess I'll just write
Opting to express feelings through writing.
Love songs in the dark
Choosing to create love songs in the darkness.
It's one a.m. sitting in my bed
Being awake at 1 a.m., enjoying personal time.
Staying up cause I love when I'm on my own
Finding joy in solitude despite societal expectations.
They say you reap what you sow
Contemplating the consequences of one's actions.
Tomorrow I'll be sleeping in
Planning to sleep in, anticipating rest.
Though it's not on the weekend
Highlighting that the rest isn't on a weekend.
I'll be on the mend
Expecting personal healing and recovery.
Without any of my friends
Being without the support of friends.
Believing these scars will heal if I had someone to love
Reiterating the belief in love's healing power.
These big things that I feel would all just be undone
Connecting love to resolving significant issues.
Praying for a certain spark to bring me a new start
Hoping for a positive change or fresh beginning.
So I guess I'll just write
Continuing to express feelings through writing love songs.
Love songs in the dark
Choosing to create love songs in the darkness persistently.
It's three a.m. laying in my bed
Lying awake at 3 a.m., dealing with cold and restlessness.
Pull the blanket up cause it's too cold
Reacting to the cold by pulling up a blanket.
And I can't sleep without my phone
Unable to sleep without the comforting presence of a phone.
I hope I'll forget when I wake
Hoping to forget recent regrettable actions upon waking.
All the stupid mistakes
Regretting past mistakes made just yesterday.
I wish I hadn't made
Expressing a desire to undo recent errors.
Just yesterday
Reflecting on mistakes made in the immediate past.
Believing these scars will heal if I had someone to love
Reiterating the belief in love's healing power.
These big things that I feel would all just be undone
Connecting love to resolving significant issues.
Praying for a certain spark to bring me a new start
Hoping for a positive change or fresh beginning.
So I guess I'll just write
Continuing to express feelings through writing love songs.
Love songs in the dark
Choosing to create love songs in the darkness persistently.
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