Lyrics
How I tried, But I can't lie
Expressing an attempt to be truthful despite difficulties.
I reached out to god but my phone doesn't do long distance
Metaphorically reaching out to God for help, but feeling distant or disconnected.
And I find, as time passed by
Reflecting on the passage of time and its impact on personal identity.
That I lost myself and I'm all out of self forgiveness
Acknowledging a loss of self and a lack of self-forgiveness.
It's getting cold, It's like my old values are gone
Describing a sense of coldness, possibly associated with the loss of personal values.
Used to hold my breath
Recalling a previous ability to endure challenges by holding one's breath.
But now I can't stand the thought
Expressing a discomfort or inability to tolerate certain thoughts or situations.
Of being Mr. Brightside
Rejecting the idea of being optimistic or positive, preferring a darker perspective.
Rather you turn me down
Choosing rejection over acceptance, possibly due to a preference for harsh realities.
Cause I can't see clear through what's hollow
Struggling to see clearly through deceptive or empty circumstances.
This oxytocin's got me hypnotized
Mentioning the influence of oxytocin, a bonding hormone, creating a hypnotic effect.
No I cant shut em' down
Expressing difficulty in shutting down certain thoughts or emotions.
These pills got too hard to swallow
Referring to the challenges of accepting or coping with certain harsh realities.
I've tried a million times
Conveying persistent efforts or attempts made despite repeated failures.
But in my wrongs I still think that I
Acknowledging personal mistakes but still feeling the need to blame others.
Need someone else to blame
Feeling the need to shift responsibility onto someone else for one's wrongdoings.
Hind-sights been all too loud
Reflecting on hindsight being a loud reminder of past mistakes.
it took too long to figure out that
Realizing that it took a long time to recognize the need for personal change.
I'm overdue for change
Expressing a recognition that change is overdue in one's life.
It's getting cold, It's like my old values are gone
Reiterating a sense of coldness, possibly associated with the loss of personal values.
Used to hold my breath
Recalling a previous ability to endure challenges by holding one's breath.
But now I can't stand the thought
Expressing a discomfort or inability to tolerate certain thoughts or situations.
Of being Mr. Brightside
Rejecting the idea of being optimistic or positive, preferring a darker perspective.
Rather you turn me down
Choosing rejection over acceptance, possibly due to a preference for harsh realities.
Cause I can't see clear through what's hollow
Struggling to see clearly through deceptive or empty circumstances.
This oxytocin's got me hypnotized
Mentioning the influence of oxytocin, a bonding hormone, creating a hypnotic effect.
No I cant shut em' down
Expressing difficulty in shutting down certain thoughts or emotions.
These pills got too hard to swallow
Referring to the challenges of accepting or coping with certain harsh realities.
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