Lyrics
I don't think I am what I was before
I have undergone a significant change from my past self.
I never watched anyone die before
I have never witnessed someone's death previously.
I wish I'd never left home
I regret leaving my home.
I wish I'd left it alone
I wish I had not interfered or gotten involved.
Temptation is a disease
Temptation is a harmful influence or force.
You can never do as you please
One cannot act freely due to the constraints of temptation.
Your body takes over and your mind don't care
The body takes control, and the mind becomes indifferent.
Never think twice what might happen out there
Acting without considering the consequences in unfamiliar situations.
Go straight in for the ultimate sin
Engaging in the most extreme wrongdoing without hesitation.
And nobody else ever seems to care
Others seem indifferent or unconcerned about the consequences.
So I took what I thought was mine
I took something I believed rightfully belonged to me.
And waited for a very long time
Waited for a prolonged period, possibly for repercussions.
And I thought I knew what happened to you
I believed I understood what happened to you.
Cause you told me exactly what to do
Following instructions given by someone else.
So I did it right and stayed up all night
Acted according to instructions, sacrificing sleep.
Felt like killing myself for you
Experienced intense emotional pain for someone else.
I don't think like I did before
I have changed my perspective from before.
I never watched anyone die before
I have never witnessed someone's death previously (repeated).
I felt like I died as well
I felt a profound emotional impact, akin to dying myself.
The look the words the smell
Describing the sensory experiences associated with a difficult situation.
The way you looked at me
The way someone looked at me, suggesting lack of freedom.
As if I'd never be free
A feeling of being permanently trapped or restrained.
I remember the words like a favorite song
Recollection of words spoken, akin to a cherished song.
Cause I forget the way things went wrong
Forgetting how things went wrong in the past.
Faked a picture of perfect health
Presenting a false image of perfect health.
Then I realized I was killing myself
Realization that actions are self-destructive.
I don't think I am what I was before
Expressing a continued sense of personal transformation.
I never watched anyone die before
I have never witnessed someone's death previously (repeated).
I dream in slow motion and I wake up screaming
Experiencing nightmares and intense emotions upon waking.
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