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Death serves us
Death is in service to us.
Thy will be done
Acceptance of divine will.
Wanting nothing, please just end this
Desire for an end, a plea for release from suffering.
No grace in the blood
No redemption or mercy found in the blood.
But bones are filled with will
Inner strength resides in the bones.
Endless nights are not tranquil
Nights without end are not peaceful.
Longing and reaching
Yearning and striving.
The darkness comes
The approach of darkness.
The light fades from us
The fading of light from one's existence.
What's left of me
Reflection on what remains of the self.
As the stillness comes
In the silence, stillness arrives.
Begging for life
Pleading for continued life.
Unanswered the silence numbs
Unanswered silence brings numbness.
No escape
No escape from the Reaper's control.
From underneath the Reaper's thumb
Helplessness under the dominion of death.
Hands matched in size
Equality in death, learning from life.
The lessons learned, man I become
Life experiences shape the individual.
'Til death
Commitment until death.
Tension
Intense pressure and strain.
Unreleased existence meets their eyes
Undisclosed existence confronts their gaze.
Widowmaker takes you
The force that brings death takes over.
Soul released
Liberation of the soul.
As the burdens gone
The burden lifted, feeling lifeless but compelled to continue.
Feeling lifeless, I know I must go on
Struggling with thoughts, fighting for survival.
Tossing and turning
Restless and tormented.
I'm fighting the thoughts for my life
Inner turmoil, a battle for life.
Father, I confess to you
A confession to a higher power.
Meaning in this life has no magnitude
Life's meaning seems insignificant.
Calloused, I commit to you
Hardened, a commitment is made.
Love clenched in the grip
Love tightly held despite challenges.
Hellfire consumed
Destruction by hellfire.
Empty, nothing
A sense of emptiness and nothingness.
Madness sets in
Insanity takes hold.
Ice cold is the blood, appetite unfulfilled
Cold-blooded, unfulfilled desires.
Lessons learned, that my bloodline instills
Lessons passed through generations.
Forward and crushing
Moving forward with crushing force.
Determination, devastation
Determination leading to devastation.
Consume the hate
Accepting and internalizing hatred.
Head to head
A direct confrontation, face to face.
Embrace the suffer
Embracing the experience of suffering.
Swallowing the pain
Acknowledging and enduring pain.
Innocence comes undone
Innocence is lost and unraveling.
What the hell have I become
A reflection on a transformative and possibly undesirable change.
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