Lyrics
She said she's leaving today, not coming back
Expresses the speaker's realization that someone is leaving today and not planning to return.
Emotions are breaking and animating everything I lack
Describes the impact of emotions, both breaking and animating, highlighting what the speaker lacks.
I'm sorry I'm not going to be okay, I never said I would be
Apology for not being okay and clarifying that such a statement was never made previously.
You can't just leave, I need you
Expresses the speaker's need for the person not to leave, emphasizing their importance.
Please don't make me plead
Pleads for the person not to force the speaker into begging.
I hate that you're doing okay out there without me
Expresses frustration that the person is doing well without the speaker's presence.
Without me, without me
Repetition emphasizing the absence of the speaker in the other person's life.
I feel sick
Indicates a feeling of sickness, possibly due to emotional distress or heartbreak.
Because I know I've been struggling without you
Acknowledges the speaker's struggle in the absence of the person.
Without you, without you
Repetition emphasizing the impact of the person's absence on the speaker.
I feel sick
Reiteration of the feeling of sickness, emphasizing emotional turmoil.
100 hours and now the pain is starting to feel real
Highlights the duration of a struggle (100 hours) and the increasing realization of pain.
My heart I wear in plain sight right there for you to steal
Metaphorically reveals vulnerability by stating the heart is exposed for the person to take.
I can't change anything before, but I know that I can change today
Acknowledges the inability to change the past but expresses commitment to changing the present.
I'll do whatever it takes until my debt is paid
Declares a determination to do anything necessary until the speaker's "debt" is paid, suggesting a commitment to reconciliation or resolution.
I hate that you're doing okay out there without me
Reiterates the frustration that the person is doing well without the speaker.
Without me, without me
Repetition emphasizing the absence of the speaker in the other person's life.
I feel sick
Reiterates the feeling of sickness, indicating ongoing emotional distress.
Because I know I've been struggling without you
Acknowledges the continued struggle in the absence of the person.
Without you, without you
Repetition emphasizing the impact of the person's absence on the speaker.
I feel sick
Reiteration of the feeling of sickness, emphasizing emotional turmoil.
There's a whole encyclopedia of me that only you can see
Describes a comprehensive understanding of the speaker by the person, emphasizing a unique connection.
And It's time for me to prepare for the inevitable possibility
Acknowledges the need to prepare for the possibility of separation, hinting at acceptance.
You were the pills I would take when my head was so fucking sore
Describes the person as a source of relief (pills) during difficult times.
You were the shelter I needed to protect me from the storm
Highlights the person's role as a shelter in protecting the speaker from life's storms.
Please, please, please don't leave me
A plea for the person not to leave, expressing desperation.
I can't fucking take this no more
Strong statement indicating the speaker's inability to endure the current situation any longer.
And I need you
Expresses a continued need for the person despite the difficulties.
And I feel sick
Reiterates the feeling of sickness, intensifying the emotional distress.
I feel sick
Repetition emphasizing the ongoing emotional turmoil.
I feel sick
-I feel sick
-I feel sick
-And I need you
Expresses a continued need for the person despite the difficulties.
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