Lyrics
I don't believe, I think I'm falling asleep
The speaker feels detached or disengaged, possibly losing awareness or consciousness.
Is this beginning or ending? Am I stuck in a dream?
The speaker is uncertain if they're in the beginning or end, feeling trapped in a confusing state.
I don't wanna know what I think, I suppose
They prefer ignorance to understanding their thoughts or situation.
Out of the light into this timely demise
Transitioning from brightness to an inevitable downfall or failure.
And there's a cross on the hill, the holy image of lies
A religious symbol (cross) represents deception or falsehood.
I've opened my mind, but this dream is still real
Despite trying to rationalize, the dream or situation feels vividly real.
You don't need to worry, I'm just fine
Assures others of their well-being despite inner turmoil.
I've just lost my mind
Expresses a feeling of losing sanity or mental stability.
Tell me it's over 'cause I don't feel a thing at all
Desires confirmation that a situation or emotional state has concluded.
No conscience, not no more, senses all have disappeared
No guilt or moral awareness remains; all senses seem dulled.
Am I at all alive tonight? Paranoid, am I to run?
Questions if they're truly alive and whether fear prompts escape.
Am I at all alive tonight? Crash and fall suicide with me
Suggests self-destructive tendencies and desires someone to join in that destructive behavior.
Look in my eyes, tell me I'm alright
Seeks reassurance about their well-being by seeking validation from someone else.
I don't know if I'm still alive
Uncertainty about their existence, questioning if they're still alive.
If this is goodbye, forever's just a lie,
Reflects on the deceptive nature of the concept of 'forever'.
But big enough to make you wanna try
The idea of something being significant enough to provoke effort or risk-taking.
In just one life how can we
Questions how it's possible to live life fully in one lifetime.
Live enough to rest in peace
Considering how to find contentment or peace within life's limitations.
In just one life (just one life)
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How can we live enough to rest in peace now
Reiterating the challenge of finding peace within one lifetime.
Oh oh oh oh
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Here as I stand, hand in hand, and one hand on my heart
Expresses readiness for a significant change or transition, becoming more mature.
As I depart, it's not so hard, what a day to become a man
Acknowledging scars from experiences, surprised by a lack of similar impact from another person.
You have your scars but I never thought that you would give me none
A realization that someone unexpected didn't leave a mark despite expectations.
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