If I Lose You
Confessions of Love's Weight: If I Lose You by Summer League
Lyrics
I confess that I have been living life
I acknowledge that I have been living my life.
With both my bitter eyes shut tight
I've been living with a negative perspective, closing my eyes tightly.
Throw myself into an endless mud
I immerse myself in a continuous struggle or difficulty.
But you keep my head above and dry
Despite the challenges, you support and keep my spirit intact.
Too busy in the clouds to see I weigh you down
Preoccupied with my own concerns, I fail to notice the burden I place on you.
Too keen on my own voice to sense you're not around
My focus on self-expression prevents me from realizing your absence.
But if I lose you
In the scenario of losing you.
And if you loosen up a grip
If you release your hold on the love you took.
On a heart that you stole
How can my heart continue to function?
How can it beat?
Expressing the impact of losing you on my emotional well-being.
Lover, I've failed you
I have disappointed you, my love.
And I have been failing in every way
I have failed in various aspects of our relationship.
That I could have let you know
Regret for not communicating effectively about my feelings.
Just how much that you mean
Expressing the depth of my feelings for you.
So then I ask how could you be
Raising a question about your choice to be with someone like me.
With such a boastful ass as me
Acknowledging my arrogance and self-centeredness.
With delusions of grandeur
Having unrealistic beliefs about my own importance.
Under glamorous sheen
Under the attractive surface, there are flaws.
Could warrant anyone to pack their bags and leave
Recognizing that my behavior might push you to leave.
Too busy digging my own grave to bail you out
Engaged in self-destructive behavior, neglecting your needs.
Too caught in my own wave I'm lounging while you drown
Indulging in my own world while you face difficulties.
But if I lose you
In the scenario of losing you.
And if you loosen up a grip
If you release your hold on the love you took.
On a heart that you stole
How can my heart continue to function?
How can it beat?
Expressing the impact of losing you on my emotional well-being.
Lover, I've failed you
I have disappointed you, my love.
And I have been failing in every way
I have failed in various aspects of our relationship.
That I could have let you know
Regret for not communicating effectively about my feelings.
Just how much that you mean
Expressing the depth of my feelings for you.
But if I lose you
In the scenario of losing you.
And if you loosen up a grip
If you release your hold on the love you took.
On a heart that you stole
How can my heart continue to function?
How can it beat?
Expressing the impact of losing you on my emotional well-being.
Lover, I've failed you
I have disappointed you, my love.
And I have been failing in every way
I have failed in various aspects of our relationship.
That I could have let you know
Regret for not communicating effectively about my feelings.
Just how much that you mean
Expressing the depth of my feelings for you.
To me
Highlighting your significance to me.
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