Lyrics
My hair is falling out
Expressing physical distress and emotional turmoil.
Fast as I can count
Highlighting the rapid and overwhelming nature of the situation.
The diamonds on your wedding ring
Symbolizing the challenges and struggles in a marital relationship.
I'm 26 years old
Revealing the age of the speaker and suggesting a sense of instability.
Mattress on the floor
Depicting a modest living situation with a mattress on the floor.
Fired from my daddy's team
Indicating a strained relationship with the speaker's father.
AR
Reference to weaponry and the pursuit of excitement or danger.
15
-Thrill
-Mother's
Suggesting a lack of genuine emotional connection with the mother.
Touch ain't
-Real
-And when I look through the doorway
Describing a disturbing scene through a doorway, symbolizing violence and insufficiency.
All I see is blood
-And when I look through the doorway
-I know it won't be enough
-They, I'm told
Feeling isolated and rejected, seeking solace through music and a fast-food restaurant.
Keep me alone
-Stand my ground
-Turn up my YouTube sound
-Until they kick me out
-Of the Arby's on the edge of town
-I'm never gonna stop
Expressing determination and defiance against judgment.
Call me what you want
-The letter said unfit to serve
-Confused and sick I ran
Conveying confusion, sickness, and a desire for revenge.
I don't know who I am
-I do know who I wanna hurt
-Torchlight
Evoking secrecy and danger, possibly related to destructive tendencies.
Secret
-Thrill
-Bare my
Symbolizing aggression and a willingness to cause harm.
Teeth and
-Kill
-And when I look through the doorway
Repeating the earlier scene, emphasizing the recurring, unsettling nature of the speaker's experiences.
All I see is blood
-And when I look through the doorway
-I know it won't be enough
-And when I look through the doorway
-All I see is blood
-And when I look through the doorway
-I know it won't be enough
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