Lyrics
Hours wasted on my own again
Feeling alone and wasting time
Time collides and slides into the open
Time passes unexpectedly and moves forward
Broken glass lines the empty halls
Brokenness and emptiness are evident
A clouded vision speaks to me, but I'm not hearing sights today
Unable to perceive clearly despite surroundings speaking to me
You know it's dumb, but you know I try
Aware of foolishness but still attempting
And I'm too wired to feel alright
Feeling too anxious to be okay
Maybe I'm deaf or maybe I'm blind
Uncertainty about senses
But you still keep me up at night
Thoughts of someone keeping one awake
But maybe I, jumped the gun again
Acting prematurely or impulsively again
I jumped the gun again
Repeated impulsive action
I jumped the gun again
Continued impulsiveness
Silence deafens me tonight
Intense feeling of silence
I'm chasing smoke and avoiding eyes
Avoidance and pursuit of elusive things
Stumbling around these dirty streets
Confusion and disorientation in unfamiliar places
Cos' I know, that you're not waiting there for me
Realization of unreciprocated waiting
I know that it's complicated
Acknowledging complexity in a situation
And I don't know what you're waiting for
Uncertainty about expectations
Just give me a shout
Request for communication
Don't drown me out
Desire to not be ignored or overshadowed
You know it's dumb, but you know I try
Awareness of trying despite knowing it might seem foolish
And I'm too wired to feel alright
Feeling too anxious to be okay, repeated
Maybe I'm deaf or maybe I'm blind
Uncertainty about senses, repeated
But you still keep me up at night
Someone causing restlessness at night, repeated
But maybe I, jumped the gun again
Repetition of acting impulsively
I jumped the gun again
Continued impulsive behavior
I jumped the gun again
Repeated impulsiveness
Maybe I'm tired, of feeling offset
Feeling worn out by a sense of imbalance
And wondering when you'll come around again, to mess up my head
Anticipating someone's return to cause mental chaos
Maybe I'm tired, of feeling offset
Repetition of feeling worn out by imbalance
And wondering when you'll come around again, to mess up my head
Anticipation of someone's return, repeated
I know that it's complicated
Understanding the complexity, reiterated
And I don't know what you're waiting for
Uncertainty about expectations, reiterated
Just give me a shout, don't drown me out
Request for communication, reiterated
I can't sleep with you around but
Difficulty sleeping with someone's presence
I, jumped the gun again
Repetition of impulsive action
I jumped the gun again
Continued impulsiveness
I jumped the gun again
Repeated impulsiveness
You know it's dumb, but you know I try
Awareness of trying despite anxiety, repeated
And I'm too wired to feel alright
Feeling too anxious to be okay, reiterated
Maybe I'm deaf or maybe I'm blind
Uncertainty about senses, reiterated
But you still keep me up at night
Someone causing restlessness at night, reiterated
But maybe I, jumped the gun again
Repetition of acting impulsively
I jumped the gun again
Continued impulsive behavior
I jumped the gun again
Repeated impulsiveness
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