Lyrics
At first light I felt something else
Initial awareness or realization of something different or new at dawn.
As I coiled up around myself
Withdrawal or self-protection by curling up inwardly.
Silent as the hunters breath
Quiet and stealthy, like the breath of a hunter.
And violent as the kill
Powerful and forceful, comparable to a violent act of killing.
A ring of smoke has left your lips
An image of exhaled smoke forming a circle, possibly in a contemplative state.
Somewhere underneath the stars
In an unknown location beneath the vastness of the night sky.
But I'm blinded in my search for it
Blinded in the search for a mysterious or lost essence, possibly a person's identity.
Cause I've forgotten who you are
Forgetting the true nature or identity of someone.
I've got hundreds of thousands
A multitude of thoughts, possibly overwhelming or chaotic in nature.
Thoughts in me howling
An intense inner turmoil or conflict.
Even though you're clear as Siberia
Despite clarity, unable to perceive or understand something as distant and cold as Siberia.
I'll never see that far
A realization that reaching a distant understanding is unattainable.
Well the winter's bite is deeper now
The harshness of winter's impact is growing more profound.
But it lasts to see me spend
An enduring pain that accompanies the passage of time.
My ours making up for all
Investing time in compensating for losses or regrets.
I'll never be again
An acknowledgment of irreversible changes and losses.
If I knew a way to seperate
Expressing a desire to distinguish one's perception from external opinions.
What you ever thought of me
The challenge of separating self-perception from the judgment of others.
From the man who let you get away
Reflection on the past actions that led to the separation of someone important.
I could finally let you be
A longing to release or free the person from lingering thoughts.
I've got hundreds of thousands
A recurrence of overwhelming and numerous thoughts within.
Thoughts in me howling
Continuation of inner turmoil and conflicting thoughts.
Even though you're clear as Siberia
Reiteration of the inability to comprehend something as distant as Siberia.
I'll never see that far
Acknowledgment of the unreachable nature of understanding.
I've got hundreds of thousands
Repetition of the overwhelming nature of internal thoughts.
Thoughts in me howling
Continuation of inner turmoil and the howling of thoughts.
Everytime I tried saying my goodbye
Recalling attempts to say goodbye, possibly with emotional difficulty.
You'd find me and hold so tight
The comforting presence preventing the intended departure.
Even though you're clear as Siberia
Despite clarity, the inability to foresee or understand something distant like Siberia.
I'll never see that far
Reiteration of the unattainable nature of distant understanding.
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