Lyrics
Hangin' out with some gender neutral kids
Engaging with individuals who identify as gender neutral.
They got tattoos on their lids
They have tattoos on their eyelids.
Trying to navigate this concrete maze
Attempting to navigate through the complexities of urban life.
I'm outerspaced
Feeling disconnected and spaced out.
In the alley, breathe in deep
In an alley, inhaling deeply.
Fall out of place, go back to sleep
Feeling out of place, considering returning to a state of unconsciousness.
I've been feelin' empty and cheap
Experiencing a sense of emptiness and feeling inexpensive.
And it's been gettin to me
These emotions are affecting the person.
It's gettin' to me
Continued impact of negative emotions.
It's gettin' to me
Emphasizing the intensification of emotional distress.
Please get into me
Desire for someone to understand and connect with them.
And I, ooh, I wanna feel worthwhile
Expressing a longing to feel valued.
I, ooh, I feel like I'm on trial
Feeling as though they are being judged or evaluated.
I, ooh, I think it's worth a smile
Suggesting that finding joy is worthwhile.
I'm on trial, wanna feel worthwhile
Reiterating the desire to feel valued while facing judgment.
I'm a dud and I'm a square
Describing oneself as uninteresting and conventional.
And I really don't see why you would care
Questioning why someone would care about them.
Your indulgence is reelin'
Noting that the listener's tolerance or approval is diminishing.
It's unappealin'
Highlighting the unattractiveness of their situation.
It's unappealin'
Reiterating the lack of appeal.
I have no feelings
Expressing emotional numbness.
It's unappealin'
Reiterating the lack of appeal and emotional detachment.
And I, ooh, I wanna feel worthwhile
Reiterating the desire to feel valued.
I, ooh, I feel like I'm on trial
Feeling like they are under scrutiny or judgment.
I, ooh, I think it's worth a smile
Suggesting that finding joy is worthwhile despite judgment.
I'm on trial, wanna feel worthwhile
Reiterating the desire to feel valued while facing judgment.
I can't escape
Feeling trapped in a relentless pursuit.
The rat race
Reference to the competitive nature of life.
But I already came in first place
Despite the competition, they already achieved success.
Disillusioned with the chase
Experiencing disillusionment with the pursuit of success.
Woo!
Expression of emotion, possibly frustration or excitement.
I can't escape
Reiteration of feeling trapped in a relentless pursuit.
The rat race
Reference to the competitive nature of life.
But I already came in first place
Despite the competition, they already achieved success.
Disillusioned with the chase
Continued disillusionment with the pursuit of success.
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