Lyrics
I don't understand
I am confused or perplexed.
But that's ok cause I don't have to
It's acceptable not to understand because it's not necessary.
Try to explain to you
I attempt to communicate with you.
Things I can't undo
I can't undo certain actions and events.
A bottle takes me in
Alcohol serves as an escape for me.
I confess my every sin
I admit to all my wrongdoings.
I'm embarrassed of the past
I feel shame about my past.
Afraid you'll see it
Fearful that you will discover my past mistakes.
Open wide, let me in
Open up and accept me.
I'll confess my every sin
I'll honestly admit to all my wrongdoings.
I was wrong as fools can be
I made serious mistakes as foolish people do.
I survived misery
Despite hardships, I managed to survive.
I don't understand
Reiteration of not understanding.
The way...the way I'm feeling
Expressing difficulty in describing emotional state.
Torn and tired at best
Feeling torn and fatigued.
But I'm still breathing...
Still alive and breathing despite challenges.
Taught to bottle feelings in
Learned to suppress emotions.
I remember what I did
Recollection of past actions.
I'm embarrassed of the past
Shame for the past I contributed to.
I created
I played a role in creating that past.
Open wide, let me in
Open up and accept me, again.
I'll confess my every sin
I'll honestly admit to all my wrongdoings, again.
I was wrong as fools can be
Reiteration of serious mistakes made.
I survived misery
Despite hardships, I survived, again.
Then you slammed into me
A sudden impact or realization.
And I felt for the first time in my life
A profound emotional experience.
You don't remember 'cause you were young and I was so in love with you...
You don't remember because you were young, and I was deeply in love with you.
Open wide, let me in
Open up and accept me, once again.
I'll confess my every sin
I'll honestly admit to all my wrongdoings, once again.
I was wrong as fools can be
Reiteration of making serious mistakes.
I survived misery
Despite hardships, I survived, once again.
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