Lyrics
I could never find a way to get to your beating heart
I struggle to connect with your true emotions or feelings.
And even if you maybe felt the same way why would you try
Even if you felt the same, there's hesitation or reluctance to express it.
So much time I spent on you, and I'll never get it back
I invested a significant amount of time in you, and it's irretrievable.
It really wasn't worth it when because of you I'm a total wreck
The investment in you led to a negative impact on my well-being.
I'm much better without you
I believe I'm in a better state when not with you.
At least that's what I tell myself
I try to convince myself that I am better off without you.
I feel better without you
I experience an improved emotional state when not in your presence.
But if it's real I cannot tell
Uncertainty exists about the authenticity of this emotional improvement.
Isolation really does me no good; I'm rotting here
Isolation is detrimental to me, and I feel like I'm decaying.
This deprivation hasn't left me since, so what's the deal
The feeling of deprivation persists, and I question its significance.
It happened such a long time ago, but I keep my scars
Past wounds linger despite the considerable time that has passed.
And I still find it hard to look directly in your eyes
Confronting you or the memories is challenging for me.
I'm much better without you
I convince myself that I am better off without you.
At least that's what I tell myself
Reiteration of the self-conviction of being better without you.
I feel better without you
Continued affirmation of feeling improved without you.
But if it's real I cannot tell
Despite feeling better, uncertainty persists about its authenticity.
And as time passes by
The passage of time prompts contemplation on the reasons for separation.
I can't help but wonder why
Reflecting on the mystery of why things turned out the way they did.
Why would you be like this
Questioning the reasons behind your behavior or actions.
No, I cannot stop sinking
Feeling a continuous descent or deterioration in my emotional state.
What the fuck was I thinking
Expressing regret or disbelief about past decisions.
Why would you be like this
Reiterating the confusion or frustration about your behavior.
I'm much better without you
Restating the belief that I am better off without you.
At least that's what I tell myself
Continued self-affirmation of being better without you.
I feel better without you
Continued affirmation of an improved emotional state without you.
But if it's real I cannot tell
Despite feeling better, uncertainty persists about its authenticity.
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