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I was nowhere near ready when all it ended
I was unprepared when everything came to an end.
So I hoped we could find a new day, cannot live without you
I hoped for a fresh start, but life feels incomplete without you.
You gave me the chance, time and again, in vain
You gave me opportunities repeatedly, but they were futile.
Now my feelings for you, every tear, every smile, paid in full
My emotions for you, including every tear and smile, are now fully acknowledged and settled.
Break the chain, but no longer can I take the pain
I tried to break free from the emotional burden, but the pain persists.
It's hard for me to love myself right now,
Currently, I find it challenging to love myself.
I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you
I've endured, resented, and placed all blame on you.
Needed to be strong, yet I was always too weak
Despite needing strength, I was consistently weak.
So I can only blame myself for this state we are in
I recognize my responsibility for the current situation.
I will take what you have for me now, if it's not too late
I'm willing to accept whatever you offer, if not too late.
Did you change? I did too. Love can grow from the last grain
Both of us have changed, and love may rekindle from the remnants.
It's hard for me to love myself right now,
Presently, self-love is a challenging task.
I've waited, hated, blamed it all on...
I've waited, resented, and blamed everything on...
You...I need you...less and less...
My dependence on you is diminishing.
Every day feeds this moral decay
Each day contributes to moral deterioration.
Yet I’ve grown to love you even more
Despite that, my love for you continues to grow.
I fall back, and I turn another cheek.
I step back and endure further without retaliation.
You mouth the words you're not ready to speak
You avoid speaking the words you're not ready to express.
You're scared of me now; no I never had a clue
You're now afraid of me, a change I didn't anticipate.
That I'd become so much stronger than you.
I've become much stronger than you.
I will take - what you have - for me now, if it's not too late
I'm open to receiving what you have for me, if it's not too late.
If you like, I will leave; I will not miss the last train again
If you prefer, I'll leave and not miss the last chance again.
It's hard for me to love myself right now,
Loving myself is currently a challenging task.
I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you...
I've waited, resented, and blamed everything on you...
It's hard for me to love your face right now
It's difficult to love your face at this moment.
I'm waiting, hating, needed being
I'm waiting, resenting, and feeling the need...
Me...
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I need you...less and less...
My dependence on you is decreasing.
Every day leads us farther away...
Every day takes us further away...
From that moment
From that specific moment.
It hard for me to hate myself right now
It's challenging for me to harbor self-hatred at this time.
Finally I'm understanding me
Finally, I'm gaining understanding of myself.
One day we may have whole new me's and you's
Perhaps one day, there will be entirely new versions of us.
But first I need to learn to love me too
But first, I need to learn to love myself as well.
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