Hard For Me
Unveiling Hidden Realities: Sylendanna's 'Hard For Me' Explained
Lyrics
Can't be a secret if we already knew
Acknowledging that a secret cannot remain secret if it's already known.
You can lie all you want but we all know the truth
Addressing the futility of lying when the truth is already evident to everyone.
Yeah i really wanna help you yeah uh i swear i do
Expressing a genuine desire to help someone and a commitment to doing so.
But you make it so hard for me, like you don't notice me
Conveying the difficulty of helping when the person makes it challenging, seemingly unaware of the effort.
I looked up to the God and pray to rosary
Referencing seeking guidance or solace through prayer, possibly indicating a spiritual dimension to the struggle.
I go where i want and i get it for free
Claiming freedom to go where one wants and obtain things without cost.
You don't know your self no reality
Suggesting a lack of self-awareness or connection to reality in the other person.
I know you know what you wanted to be
Acknowledging the awareness of the other person's aspirations or goals.
Oh no should've known that you'd be like that
Expressing regret for not anticipating the other person's behavior.
I hear somebody underneath the house
Noticing someone beneath the house, possibly hinting at hidden or unexpected issues.
I'm gonna bleed and drain it in your mouth
Using vivid imagery, describing a visceral reaction or emotional intensity.
I'm gonna build a church and sell it out
Metaphorically building something valuable but intending to capitalize on it.
And we're gonna hoard the guns and steal the knives
Indicating a desire to possess weapons and protect oneself.
I feel so alive but so dead inside
Contrasting feeling alive externally but dead inside, expressing internal conflict.
I know what you wish i can feel your eyes
Sensing someone's wishes and feeling their gaze.
Well at least you tried to sing a lullaby
Recognizing and appreciating an attempt to comfort through singing.
Its so hard for me
Repeating the phrase "It's so hard for me" to emphasize the difficulty faced.
Its so hard for me
-Its so hard for me
-Its so hard for me
-I hope your happy where you wanted to be
Expressing a hope that the other person is happy in their chosen path.
Oh i should leave cause your not on the team
Considering leaving because the other person is not supportive or part of the team.
You see me just leave me be
Requesting to be left alone when seen, expressing a need for solitude.
All i really wanna do is sleep under the trees
Expressing a desire for tranquility, using nature as a metaphor for peace.
I see three they think that they know me
Observing that others think they know the person, possibly feeling misunderstood.
One little girl with a dream of the world
Describing a girl with dreams, possibly emphasizing innocence or unfulfilled aspirations.
Theres no more time and no i'm not surprised
Indicating a realization of limited time without surprise.
That you told them my secret like i knew that you would
Expressing betrayal as someone revealed a secret intentionally.
I make all my decisions in vain
Making decisions without meaningful outcomes, possibly feeling a lack of purpose.
No way no way ghost in window pane
Rejecting a ghostly presence or influence, asserting independence.
And he knows my name age and the place
Someone knowing personal details, possibly alluding to a loss of privacy.
Where they took my heart and threw it all away
Referring to a past event where the heart was discarded or mistreated.
Its so hard for me
Repeating the phrase "It's so hard for me" to reinforce the central theme of struggle.
Its so hard for me
-Its so hard for me
-Its so hard for me
-No way no way get it got it i'm great
Asserting confidence and self-worth, claiming greatness.
Take a drink to the face now its time to create
Associating drinking with creativity, possibly as a coping mechanism or outlet.
You better show up on time or your gonna be late
Stressing the importance of punctuality, possibly in relation to commitments or expectations.
They say i'm strange but now i'm feeling great
Embracing uniqueness and feeling positive despite being perceived as strange.
This girl is cute she's trying
Acknowledging someone's effort to control, expressing a desire for understanding.
To controlling you have no idea what i even want
Revealing a simple desire for creative expression and relaxation.
All i wanna do is sit down make music and roll a blunt
Expressing a laid-back attitude and a preference for certain activities.
Now i think about it can you please just refill my cup
Asking for a refill, possibly implying a need for more positive experiences.
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