Empty Inside
Embracing Shadows: Synn Unsworth's Cry of Emptiness
Lyrics
I looked in the mirror
I observed my reflection in a mirror
And saw my own face
I saw my own visage
The darkness, the shadows were not out of place
The darkness and shadows were fitting or not unexpected
Blackness, Sadness, misery, sorrow
There's an overwhelming presence of blackness, sadness, misery, and sorrow
I feel no emotion only pain
I experience only pain, devoid of other emotions
Each day that i wake up, it all starts again
Every day upon awakening, the cycle restarts
The emptiness inside eats away
An internal void is eroding me
I want more from life
I desire more fulfillment from life
To see a better day
Hoping to witness a brighter tomorrow
Please lift the curtain from my eyes
I plead for clarity and relief from this situation
And make it go away
Requesting for the negativity to dissipate
But you wont let me be
However, an external force prevents my freedom
Free from this pain
Unable to break free from this anguish
So i suffer, tearing inside
Consequently, I endure internal suffering
State of misery
Existing in a state of extreme unhappiness
But you wont let me be
Still bound by this force that perpetuates emptiness
The king of empty
Feeling like the ultimate embodiment of emptiness
So i suffer
Hence, I continue to endure this suffering
Dead on the inside
Internally lifeless
Hollow and alone
Feeling empty and isolated
Look what you've done to me
Blaming the impact someone else has had on me
Don't want your sympathy
Rejecting sympathy from others
Not what you want me to be
Refusing to conform to others' expectations
Block our your empathy
Shutting out others' understanding or compassion
Strung out and alone
Feeling emotionally drained and distant
Do things on my own
Choosing to handle things independently
The gift you have bestowed
Acknowledging a bestowed but burdensome gift
The story you have sowed
Recognizing the story or situation created by this gift
Twisting and turning
Experiencing inner turmoil or agitation
My stomach is churning
Feeling physically ill due to emotional distress
I'm empty on the inside
A profound emptiness resides within me
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