Momentary Absolution
Momentary Absolution: A Melodic Journey of Love, Desperation, and Redemption
Lyrics
It took me almost two days to realize I had a gun in my mouth
Reflecting on a moment of contemplating suicide, taking time to realize the gravity of the situation.
For you girl, I break all the rules
Expressing a willingness to break societal norms and rules for the person addressed.
For you I sing to myself
Devoting oneself to expressing feelings through song for the mentioned person.
Let it rain down from the ceiling with my brains
Metaphorically describing emotional pain or turmoil, expressing a desire for release.
Let it rain down
Reiterating the desire for emotional release and cleansing.
Let it rain down on you
Wishing for the emotional release to affect the person addressed.
I want to be devoid of consequence
Desiring to live without the burden of consequences and focusing solely on the present moment.
Want nothing to matter but this moment
Expressing a desire for a carefree existence, prioritizing the present over consequences.
And this taste of this life
Valuing the experience and taste of life in the present.
And this night
Emphasizing the importance of the current night and moment.
And hope to bring no closure
Expressing a reluctance to provide closure in relationships.
Apply the pressure
Advocating for applying pressure in difficult situations.
Stop the bleeding
Expressing a desire to stop emotional pain or distress.
But can't suffocate the dream
Acknowledging the persistence of dreams despite challenges.
It took me no time at all to recognize your disappointment
Swiftly recognizing the disappointment of the person addressed.
Just you girl, I never wanted more
Expressing contentment with the addressed person and no desire for others.
For you I sing to myself
Continuing to sing for the person despite challenges.
Let all the bad things I've done in my past be absolved in this moment
Seeking absolution for past mistakes in the present moment for the person.
Let all the things I've done in my past be absolved for you
Reiterating the desire for absolution for the addressed person.
It took me twice as long to realize you were not thinking of me
Realizing the lack of reciprocation and attention from the person addressed.
As it did for me to get over myself
Taking longer to overcome self-centered thoughts compared to realizing the lack of attention.
For you girl, I dance in silence
Expressing a willingness to dance and entertain the person addressed without words.
For you I'll silence myself
Committing to silence for the addressed person in a gesture of sacrifice.
For in this moment when we share our eyes
Highlighting the lack of truth or clarity when sharing a moment with the addressed person.
There is no truth
Emphasizing the inability to communicate truthfully in shared moments.
And you would never listen to my voice
Recognizing the addressed person's unwillingness to listen to the speaker's voice.
In this moment let us realize
Encouraging mutual realization of truth in the shared moment.
In this moment when we share our eyes
Reiterating the call for realizing truth when sharing a gaze in the present moment.
Let us realize the truth
Encouraging a joint realization of truth in the current shared moment.
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