Lyrics
Tired of fighting expectations
Feeling exhausted from trying to meet others' expectations
I Don’t even deserve your patience
Believing that one doesn't deserve the patience of another
Tryna live in the moment but I don’t wanna keep you waiting
Struggling to live presently without wanting to make someone wait
Part of me that you want but I know
Recognizing a desirable aspect of oneself that the other person wants, but not ready to confront it
That I just can’t face yet
Avoiding facing something that is difficult or uncomfortable
If I Don’t let it go then I know that I’ll do damage
Aware that holding onto something will cause harm
It was all good and well when I had it
Previously, things were good when possessing it
Giving more than I can manage
Giving more effort than one can handle
It’s so good
The situation seems appealing
But it’s bad for me
Despite being enjoyable, it's ultimately detrimental
From a dream to reality
Transitioning from an idealized vision to the actual reality
What you want is just out of my reach
Realizing that what the other person desires is unattainable
It’s so good
Reiterating that it seems tempting but not beneficial
But it’s bad for me
Reiterating the pleasure despite knowing its adverse effects
If I stayed it’d be bitter sweet
Staying would bring mixed feelings—both pleasant and painful
So I’ll love you enough to leave
Choosing to leave because caring for someone means letting them go for their betterment
And it hurts to be honest But Not more than lie yeah
Admitting that being honest hurts but not as much as living a lie
Knowing we want change
Acknowledging the desire for change despite the challenge it brings
Why do we run from the fate now ending in a Tragedy Two hearts
Questioning why people avoid the inevitable, leading to a tragic end for both involved
Too far apart
Expressing a sense of distance and disconnection between two hearts
Torn from the start
Highlighting the struggle and difficulty from the beginning
And I know that won’t be easy
Acknowledging that letting go won't be easy
If I Don’t let it go then I know that I’ll do damage
Reiterating the understanding that holding on will cause harm
It was all good and well when I had it
Previously, when in possession, things were positive
Giving more than I can manage
Continuing to exert more effort than manageable
It’s so good
Emphasizing the attractiveness of the situation despite its detrimental nature
But it’s bad for me
Despite being enticing, it's ultimately harmful
From a dream to reality
Transitioning from an ideal to the reality that desires are unattainable
What you want is just out of my reach
Realizing the impossibility of achieving what the other person desires
It’s so good
Repeated emphasis on the situation being appealing but harmful
But it’s bad for me
Reiterating the pleasure despite its negative consequences
If I stayed it’d be bitter sweet
Staying would bring mixed feelings—both pleasant and painful
It’s so good
Reiterating the appeal despite recognizing its adverse effects
But it’s bad for me
Emphasizing the attraction despite its detrimental nature
It’s so good
Repeated emphasis on the situation being appealing but harmful
But it’s bad for me
Reiterating the pleasure despite knowing its adverse effects
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