Lyrics
I've got this self-destructive bullshit on a loop inside my head
I am repeatedly dealing with destructive thoughts in my mind.
I think I might be better off if I could fill that space with lead
I believe ending my life might be a solution to escape the pain.
This self-destructive bullshit on a loop inside my head
The destructive thoughts continue to haunt me in a repetitive loop.
I think I might be better off if I could fill that space with lead
Reiterating the idea that ending my life could bring relief.
Fuck no
Expressing a strong refusal or disagreement with the previous idea.
Never gonna give in, never gonna give up, never gonna call it quits - I'm never gonna cease or desist
Commitment to perseverance and resilience, refusing to give up.
Life is for the taking
Life is an opportunity, but there are challenges and fractures in relationships.
But the bonds are breaking and my hands are shaking
Struggling with emotional turmoil, evident through shaking hands.
I really hope it means more than this
Expressing a desire for life to have more significance or purpose.
I'll never be the same
Personal acknowledgment of undergoing a profound change.
We'll never be the same
Emphasizing that things will not return to the way they were.
The grains of sand run out, cause every day's a little closer
Time is running out, indicating the inevitability of approaching death.
to the last one
Reinforcing the idea that each day brings one step closer to the last.
The grains of sand run out, cause every day's a little closer to the last one
Repeated emphasis on the progression toward the final day.
To the last one
Highlighting the significance of the last day in the context of time running out.
Oh
An exclamation, possibly expressing intensity or urgency.
And I don't know how many I have left but I will make them all count
Uncertainty about the remaining time, but a determination to make it meaningful.
I'll push through the doubt
Commitment to overcoming doubts and challenges in life.
And squeeze it all out
Willingness to confront and express emotions despite difficulties.
How many I have left but I will make them all count
Reiteration of making every remaining moment in life significant.
I'll push through the doubt
Commitment to overcoming doubts and challenges in life, echoing line 18.
And squeeze it all out
Expression of squeezing out all emotions or experiences from life.
God Damn
An exclamation, possibly indicating frustration or intensity.
If you wanna see the light of day
If you want to experience positivity, don't let it diminish.
Never let it fade a fuckin way
A strong directive to resist fading away from positive aspects of life.
If you wanna see the light of day
Reiteration of preserving the light of day and not letting it fade.
Don't fade away
A firm instruction not to disappear or lose hope.
Hold on to hope
An encouragement to hold on to hope despite challenges.
And never let it
A final reminder to never let go of hope.
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