Lyrics
Always surrounded
Feeling constantly surrounded by others.
By people who care
Being in the company of people who show concern.
Yet all I ever feel
Despite the presence of caring individuals, experiencing a sense of emptiness.
Is an empty stare
Perceiving a lack of genuine connection, only encountering vacant gazes.
I never have the
Consistently lacking the strength to be honest with someone.
Strength to tell you
The emotional challenges faced are not openly communicated.
The shit I push aside to smile
Suppressing difficulties to present a cheerful facade.
When all I have
Despite external appearances, the speaker feels a profound internal emptiness.
I keep at lengths
Maintaining distance from one's true self or emotions.
It takes so much to be saved
The effort required for personal salvation is substantial.
Brush it off and walk away
Choosing to ignore challenges and move forward.
Nothing changes
No positive change occurs; the persistent feeling endures.
That feeling stays in
The emotional state remains unclear or hazy over time.
Blurry since then
A lingering feeling that originated in the past.
Can I make it
Questioning the ability to endure the emotional burden.
I never have the
Continued struggle to express true feelings honestly.
Strength to tell you
Internal battles hidden behind a facade of happiness.
The shit I push aside to smile
Suppressing personal challenges to maintain a positive demeanor.
When all I have
Despite difficulties, keeping personal struggles at a distance.
I keep at lengths
Maintaining a considerable emotional distance from one's true self.
It takes so much to be saved
The significant effort required for personal salvation.
Brush it off and walk away
Choosing to ignore challenges, brush them off, and move forward.
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