Lyrics
I've been busy contemplating life up in the Long run
I've been occupied with deep thoughts about life in the long run.
Heavy thoughts about you like
Intense reflections about someone, questioning if they are the right person.
Damn are you the wrong one
Expressing doubt about the suitability of the person in question.
I don't want to hurt your feelings
Reluctant to cause emotional pain.
Because that shit is too revealing
Avoiding honesty because it would expose too much.
But what I'm thinking is just not what I'm feeling
Internal conflict between thoughts and emotions.
My mind says yes my heart says no
Conflict between rationality (mind) and emotions (heart).
You want my body my life and my soul
Feeling pressured for more commitment than desired.
When all I want is some love or affection you stressing
Desire for simple love or affection, not intense commitment.
Soon as I open up the door what yo jealous questions
Encountering jealousy and interrogations when opening up.
Like what is this trap you got me in
Feeling trapped and disoriented in the relationship.
Put me in a trance a state my head spins
Being influenced or overwhelmed, causing confusion.
And I sin, I can't control this new world
Struggling with personal shortcomings and sins in a new experience.
I look at you and think is it over for this girl
Questioning the future of the relationship with the person.
A caramel color queen with goals and talents
Describing the person as a talented and ambitious individual.
She got the world on her brain trying to restore the balance
She carries the weight of the world, trying to restore balance.
What is on her mind is a thought all the time
Constantly preoccupied with important thoughts.
I look at her and think is the world really mine
Questioning if the world belongs to him when he looks at her.
Ignorance is bliss in the grand scheme of things
Highlighting the bliss of ignorance amidst larger concerns.
Worried about the Culture while you're wanting diamond rings.
Contrasting cultural worries with material desires.
We are not the same though I can take some blame
Acknowledging differences and personal growth.
I was like you wants but I'm not looking for the fame
Once desired what the other person desires, but not seeking fame now.
Now I'm just in it for the
Current focus is on competition rather than past desires.
competition got me missing
Competition has made him miss something important.
Got me looking over my back in Niggas dissing
Feeling under attack and criticized by others.
Shooting like a star got me brighter than a diamond
Achieving success and radiance despite challenges.
Jump into the sky and push the stars into alignment
A metaphorical expression of achieving greatness.
Recently motivation been kind of lacking
Lack of motivation recently, wondering what happened.
The feel to ever write is just like yo what happened
Struggling to find the inspiration to write.
You came into my life and showed me new things I can't see
Someone entered his life and brought new perspectives.
Looked into the mirror and I swear I saw a new me
Self-reflection reveals a changed or improved version of himself.
Wanted to give love, gratitude, and thanks back
Wishing to express gratitude but feeling deceived.
But you played me like a sucker or simp kind of whack
Feeling taken advantage of, expressing disappointment.
I was hoping you would do better because you knew better
Expecting better from someone who knew better.
But I was wrong so I'm writing you a new letter
Acknowledging a mistake and expressing a new beginning.
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