Where I'm Standing Now

I woke up early in the morning, and it was still dark

I found myself alone, experiencing loneliness as my constant companion

The feeling of loneliness has become my distinctive trait

I had a terrible night

I had a dream of dying, and the impact lingered with me upon waking

I felt sweat in my eyes, possibly due to the intensity of the dream

There's a sense of denial and unease in my emotions

I'm questioning what happened, trying to make sense of my thoughts

My mind is in disarray, a state of confusion

I suspect I've been sleeping less, contributing to my mental state

I'm gradually entering a dreamlike state

A fever is affecting me

I'm struggling and freezing in the current moment

Acceptance of my flaws and mistakes is necessary

Despite everything, I acknowledge the experiences shared with someone

I recognize that ultimately, I face life's challenges alone

Repetition and continuation of the theme of self-reflection, solitude, and a desire for personal growth

So one day you can see

I'll go from where I'm standing now

To where I'm supposed to be

I'll wait for you until I've made it through this century, yeah

Go from where I'm standing now

To where I'm supposed to be

Nobody told me I was phony

Nobody opened up

Not even those who know me got me cold

If only I was lonely, no

I try my best to feel like I am not depressed

The restlessness inside my chest

I guess I'm just possessed

They told me wear a coat it's cold you know

But in the cold we grow

All the glow is just an echo

Of the lyrics that I think I wrote

Go to bed, wrap my head

I think I hear you on the phone

I'm scared to look up at the ceiling

Cause I've never been alone

And if I try to make some time

So one day you can see

I'll go from where I'm standing now

To where I'm supposed to be

I'll wait for you until I've made it through this century, yeah

Go from where I'm standing now

To where I'm supposed to be

Wake it

Make it

Be careful not to break it

Hold it to the light and

Just be careful not to fake it

Hold

Your own

Into the microphone

And hold it up into the light

Cause now I have to walk alone, yeah

Wake it

Make it

Be careful not to break it

Hold it to the light and

Just be careful not to fake it

So hold

Your own

Into the microphone

And hold it up into the light

Cause now I have to walk alone

And if I try to make some time

So one day you can see

I'll go from where I'm standing now

To where I'm supposed to be

I'll wait for you until I've made it through this century, yeah

Go from where I'm standing now

To where I'm supposed to be

Wake it

Make it

Be careful not to break it

Hold it to the light and

Just be careful not to fake it

Hold

Your own

Into the microphone

And hold it up into the light

Cause now I have to walk alone, yeah

Wake it

Make it

Be careful not to break it

Hold it to the light and

Just be careful not to fake it

So hold

Your own

Into the microphone

Emphasizing the necessity to face challenges and uncertainties independently

Cause now I have to walk alone