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Is this really living?
Expressing doubt about the authenticity or fulfillment of the current lifestyle.
’cause I can’t bring myself to get on with it
Struggling to engage or move forward in life, possibly due to internal conflicts.
I keep dwelling
Focusing on and revisiting thoughts, possibly negative or troubling ones.
On these things that are out of my control
Contemplating situations or issues that are beyond personal control.
Stay in bed until midday
Choosing to stay in bed late, indicating a desire to avoid the responsibilities of the day.
Won’t say a word got nothing to say
Preferring silence and not expressing thoughts verbally.
Wrap myself in a duvet
Seeking comfort by wrapping oneself in a duvet, creating a sense of security and seclusion.
Keep my self to myself
Keeping a low profile and maintaining personal space.
And that’s all I really want to do right nowNow
Desiring solitude and isolation as the preferred state at the moment.
How do I come around?
Pondering on how to break free from the current state of living.
Now
Reaffirming a present action or state of being.
I’m giving into the sound
Yielding or surrendering to the influence of surrounding sounds or thoughts.
Of the voices in my head
Acknowledging the presence of conflicting thoughts or inner voices.
I’m making peace with the choices I made
Accepting and finding peace with past decisions to maintain distance from something or someone.
To stay away
Choosing to stay away from certain situations or people.
And it feels like I’m voiceless
Feeling powerless or unheard in the current circumstances.
Am I a danger to myself?
Questioning if one's own actions pose a risk to personal well-being.
I hope so
Expressing a somewhat resigned or indifferent attitude towards potential self-harm.
Is it really worth it?
Reflecting on the value or worthiness of the current way of living.
For the trouble I’ll be getting nowhere
Weighing the potential negative outcomes against the effort expended.
Act like it’s perfect
Pretending that everything is flawless, despite internal struggles.
I’ll put on my brave face
Putting on a brave front to hide personal challenges or vulnerabilities.
But you’ll soon see why
Anticipating that the true reasons for hiding will eventually become apparent.
I hide in plain sight
Choosing to remain unnoticed while being in plain sight, possibly for self-preservation.
You’ll soon see why
Expecting that the reasons for thriving in solitude will become evident to others.
I thrive in my own company
Finding strength and fulfillment in one's own company, emphasizing independence.
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