Another Casualty
Lost and Found: Battling Demons in San Antonio
Lyrics
I lost myself in San Antonio
I experienced a sense of loss or confusion in San Antonio.
I wish I could take it back
I regret something and wish I could undo it.
Defended you like the Alamo
I defended you passionately, similar to the defense of the Alamo.
Like it's all I'll ever have
Expressing that the defense might be all I have in the end.
At the end of my rope
Feeling at the limit of endurance or patience.
You already know
You are already aware of my struggles.
Push me away
There is a request or feeling of being pushed away.
Push me as far as I'll go
Asking to be pushed to the maximum distance.
I don't want to be another casualty
Expressing a desire not to become another casualty in a relationship.
You never meant that much to me
Suggesting that the person didn't hold much significance.
I've been looking for a way out, but you've thrown away the key
Searching for an escape, but the key has been discarded by the other person.
It's a bitter pill to swallow, so, have another drink
Describing a difficult truth to accept, recommending to distract with a drink.
Wash down the lies you've sold yourself and wasted on me
Encouraging the other person to wash away self-deception and wasted efforts.
At the end of my rope
Reiteration of being at a breaking point.
You already know
The other person is already familiar with the struggles.
Push me away
Expressing the desire to be pushed away.
Push me as far as I'll go
Asking to be pushed to the maximum limit.
If all I have is all you'll ever know
If all I have is what you'll acknowledge or understand.
Use me up before you let me go
Suggesting to use the person up before letting go.
I lost my pride in Colorado
I lost my self-esteem or dignity in Colorado.
I couldn't handle the stress
Unable to cope with the pressure or challenges.
It goes to show that some secrets are better unkept
Acknowledging that some secrets are better left unrevealed.
I don't want to be another casualty
Repeating the desire not to be a casualty in the relationship.
You never meant that much to me
Emphasizing that the person didn't hold much significance.
If love is a transaction, you've always been cheap
If love is transactional, the other person has always been emotionally stingy.
I'm fucking tired of being addicted to all the wrong things
Frustration with being addicted to the wrong things.
I found myself at my weakest
Reflecting on a vulnerable moment.
But with you off my chest. I found myself
After removing you from my life, I discovered myself again.
I found myself
Emphasizing self-discovery.
At the end of my rope
Reiteration of being at a breaking point.
You already know
The other person is already familiar with the struggles.
Push me away
Expressing the desire to be pushed away.
Push me as far as I'll go
Asking to be pushed to the maximum limit.
If all I have is all you'll ever know
If all I have is what you'll acknowledge or understand.
Use me up before you let me go
Suggesting to use the person up before letting go.
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