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All that can escape me, all I realize
All experiences and realizations are within my grasp.
That it will come back to me the day my father dies
Anticipating that these experiences will resurface when my father passes away.
His burning eyes would stare at you
Describing the intense gaze of the father, perhaps implying a challenging relationship.
I was born a masochise
Acknowledging a predisposition towards enjoying pain or suffering.
I cried out in pain, as he clenches up his fist
Recalling a painful moment of crying out as the father clenches his fist.
Slowly as the years go by, the darkness builds inside
Over time, a metaphorical darkness grows within, hinting at inner struggles.
Trying to find a passage out, before I lose my mind
Attempting to find an escape from the internal darkness before losing one's sanity.
Ingestuous temptation but what is wrong or right
Facing internal conflicts and temptations, questioning the concepts of right and wrong.
Why must I fall victim of hereditary spite
Expressing frustration at becoming a victim of inherited animosity.
Soon! we will arise, forming despise
Anticipating a future uprising, forming feelings of despise.
Conceptual intent
Referring to a planned action with a conceptual intent.
Blessed in contempt!
Feeling blessed in contempt, finding a sense of purpose or strength in negativity.
Thoughts have now come back to me
Recollection of past thoughts, preparing for an act.
It's time to perpetrate
Deciding it's time to carry out a plan.
Take me to my sanity, before it gets too late
Seeking a return to sanity before it becomes too late.
Hear me as I call to you, right here down below
Calling out for assistance from someone below, possibly seeking redemption.
Resurrect my will to live, come before i... go!
Pleading for the resurrection of the will to live before it fades away.
Soon! we will arise, forming despise
Reiterating the expectation of a future uprising, cultivating despise.
Conceptual intent
Reaffirming a planned action with a conceptual intent.
Blessed in contempt!
Finding a sense of blessing or strength in contemptuous feelings.
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